terilyn, cradling her infant jack. their dad is? and she looked at me with these gorgeous, big brown eyes that were filled with tears, and she was so beautiful. and she said, i tell them to close their eyes and look inside their heart. and i've never forgotten it. i came up with a little kind of thing that we did together. you know, where does daddy jim live? and he would say in heaven. and who does he live with the the angels. and when you want to talk to daddy, jim, you close your eyes and look inside. and he would say my heart. >> mama. >> where does your dada live? >> heaven. >> heaven. and who does he live with? >> god. >> and who else? >> angels. >> angels. and when you want to talk to daddy jim, you close your eyes and look inside where? >> heart. >> and where is your heart? oh, yes, that's nice, love. daddy loves you. >> reporter: baby jack is now 19 years old and grateful for the mother who tried so hard to help him keep his dad close. >> i just appreciate everything she's done, because she's like the stronges