. >>> i think i was in love with terri williams, yeah. then my love died and turned into hatred.hat's what got me in trouble. >> we met richard moore in the sewing factory at colorado's limon correctional facility. he first came to prison in 1976. personal computers and cell phones were still more than a decade away. gerald ford was president and the united states was celebrating its bicentennial. the country was also going through what was widely regarded as a sexual revolution. that's when moore's troubles began. >> i was convicted of killing my wife in 1976 in the state of iowa. >> moore's wife, terri williams, was a dancer at a local club when their relationship began. >> i was just a customer. i just walked in off the street. we met, hit it off pretty decently, you know, and ended up -- well, we picked each other up actually, so we went to terri's apartment and made love and enjoyed each other's company, you know. we got married. then i began to have thoughts about terri. i thought maybe terri was a little bit different, you know. >> how so? >> i felt that the person was mor

i'm also joined by jeff gardier who is a psychologist and terry williams who is the author of the criticallyre not hurting." i read about people who struggle about depression but they never discuss it. why is that happening? >> i think it's the ultimate stigma. many of us see it as a character flaw, sign of weakness. because we're a very faith-based people, we think that to do anything other than to take it to the lord and prayer is blasphemy. >> we also see that there are genetic factors, that there is her t heritabilaty. in most cases people feel like they're not responsible. why can't you just get out of bed? why can't you just get up and go to work? why is it you just moping around? just pull yourself together. i think when people hear that it pushes them further into depression and they become ashamed of something that other people think that they are now responsible for. >> and i don't think that people really understand that it is a medical condition. i think people think it's something, like you said, a character flaw, something they can get over, something that they're not trying ha

on december 14, border agent brian terry, william costano, timothy keller, began patrolling an area west of the town of rio rico, arizona, tasked with preventing violent criminals from sneaking in the united states. at 11:00 p.m., december 15, the team was alerted to five suspects in their interdiction zone. after identifying themselves, they were fired upon and agent terry was struck and killed. the men who fought beside him that night were heroic in their efforts to provide aid and to protect agent brian terry. after the dust settled that horrific night, details were brought to light about our government's role in supplying weapons found at the scene of the crime. through operation fast and furious, a fundamentally flawed gun-running operation, ran by the u.s. department of justice, weapons like those found at the scene nearly two years ago were allowed to be purchased by a middleman and passed along to some of the dangerous cartels in mexico without the proper law enforcement's interdiction and justice. subsequently, numerous hearings have been held to demand answers as to how this pr

williams. her guest was sherry o terry and they did -- >> hair piece theater. >> they reenact one of the fights of one of the real house wives show. this is from atlanta where kenya and portia fought it out. >> you call me ms. america. >> i really feel you are disrespectful. >> the fight that these two women had on the real house wives show is she called a former miss usa a miss america. >> hold on. i said hold on! >> so they had it out outside of a charity event. >> this is a whack event. it's for children. >> she can play anybody. i am loving her. >> thank you because i don't want you to. >> i don't know why she is not on tv more. >> she was on the new normal. she played the professional baby proofer. >> and for those people who happen to be in new york between now and december 30 you can catch sherry in "musical the musical" which is basically "the daily show" with choreography. >>> abandoned tiger cubs get a new dog mom. >>> when it comes to mexico a lot of what we have seen on television and what we have read is bad news and we have seen a lot of negative images. which is why i am so excit

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william? >> you're right. by looking the other way and allowing avila to buy 52 guns, it especiallied with the death of brian terryeived 57 months or just under five years in prison for buying guns on behalf of the cartel. the cartel paid avila several hundred dollars for every gun he bought, including the two ak 47s later found at the murder scene. avila wasn't charged in terry's death, but for dealing guns without a license. >> brian was a victim of straw purchasing activity despite the government not recognizing officially victims in this type of gun trafficking crime. >> today in court, avila asked for forgiveness. his attorney said he sold guns because hed intoed cash to feed a drug habit. outside his family accepted the sentence as fair. >> my brother is a good guy. he made bad choices. but he's going to try to move forward after this. >> for terry's family that, will not be easy, spending another christmas without brian near the anniversary of his death. >> here it is december 12, almost two years to the day, and it's a very difficult time for the entire terry family. >> as for the murder case, five men are

williams. and he puts one up at the buzzer. cold-blooded. the jazz knock off the spurs, 99-96. they're now 9-1, at home this season. >>> also the mavs and the celtics. jason terry the first time. paul pierce, with a tough turnaround. he has a season-high 31 points. o.j. mayo gets fouled. one of two free throws. we head to overtime. 31 seconds to play. rondo finds kevin garnett. and he buries the "j." inside 15 seconds. o.j. mayo gets a lay-in to fall. tied at 105-105. just over four to play in the second overtime. and mayo gets a tough shot with a left. he had 24 points. mavs down one. 40 seconds to go. rondo, drives. lays it in. he had 16 points, 15 assists. cs win, 117-115. i'm cassidy hubbarth. have a great day. >>> up next, "the pulse." hollywood up early this morning. fingers crossed, as big award nominations are going to get announced. >>> then, a spirited debate. did a ghost actually appear on a tv report on a haunted house? you decide. [ alarm clock ringing ] [ female announcer ] if you have rheumatoid arthritis, can you start the day the way you want? can orencia help? [ woman ] i wanted to get up when i was ready, not my joints. [ female announcer ] c

william la jeunesse has more from los angeles. >> the 25-year-old who bought the weapons later used in the firefight that killed border agent brian terryor forgiveness today in federal court. his family stood by his side. >> my brother is a good i go go. he made bad choices. >> they say he fell in a bad crowd. >> his surroundings, possibly friends that led him to make bad choices at this point. >> i'm sure he is remorseful. but that shouldn't discount severe consequences of his action. >> with no criminal history he received $55,000 to buy 52 guns including two assault weapons at the brian terry murder scene. >> brian was victim of straw purchasing activity despite the government not recognizing officially victims in this type of gun trafficking crime. >> avila wasn't charged in terry's death but for dealing guns without a license. today he got 57 months in prison. according to the federal guidelines that sentence that fits the crime. >> for us, it's satisfying but then again i can understand how terry's family might feel as well. >> family that will spend another christmas without brian terry. >> it's december 12. almost two years to

terry died back in 2010. this latest case has lawmakers asking how a gun that alcohol, tobacco and firearms manager purchased wound up at cartel crime scene in mexico. williamunesse live in our west coast news hub this afternoon. william? >> investigators want to know, shepard, if the number two man at phoenix atf broke the law and ran guns to mexico. not just weapons that others bought illegally but weapons that he bought. the story begins it unravel last month when mexican chief got in a shootout with the cartel. killed in that battle was mexican beauty queen gamez reportedly a friend of the cartel. police recovered several weapons there one traced to a top fire fast and furious gun no, sir surprise. the second weapon was. assistant director george jill let who overall fast and furious. the form that he used to buy his guns to gillette failed to fault gun he enforces. using office address twice. wrongly calling the atf building an apartment and using the strip mall for a second address rather than his residential address as required. we have reason to believe that the addresses that he gave wrong addresses and this was -- that could be a fraudulent violat

william, good morning. >> reporter: he did not pull the trigger but jaime avila's action led to the death of agent brian terry a maximum sentence. he was a straw buyer hired to buy guns not for himself but for the sinaloa car at the time. he bought several weapons at a phoenix gun store including three ak-47's. he was one of 18 straw buyers in the fast and furious case, each received up to a thousand dollars from the cartel for every weapon they bought. the question today for the federal judge in arizona does he sentence a veal louisiana for lie and buying and dealing firearms without a license, that typically will get you probation, or does he get a lengthy sentence based on the consequences of his actions? >> he received shopping bags full of cash to go purchase these weapons. they knew exactly where these weapons were going, and the harm that these weapons could do. they chose to ignore all that for greed and for money, and for that they are going to have to pay a severe penalty. >> reporter: initially the u.s. attorney's office barred the terry family from speaking today at the sentencing arguing that the