the quesis, can she stay sober? i asked her about it. >> i'm defending myself. walking into it was not what i expected. >> [ bleep ]. >> was there some concern being in that kind of environment, as you were dealing with your sobriet all of a sudden you're cast in an environment where people are drinking and there's madness going on. >> it wasn't even tempting for me. when you see something like that, you almost go, whew, glad >> it's like kim's repeating the reality tv of madness, and she's also bringing her daughter into it. so nemesis this time isn't lisa kyle or lisa renna, it's montague. >> how are you going to be stopped from getting to that point? >> i didn't say i was. >> if you did, let's have an honest moment. >> there's no telling that i'm not going to go like, ahhh! >> right now in recovery and goes to weekly meetings. she's trying to heal, but it's very clear she's still raw from the pain of losing her ex-husband and best friend, monty brenson. he was glad he was going first, because if i first, then he had to be here. >> what were you final words wi