we met tim casey's brother sean aat a memorial for firefighters across town from tim's home in coloradoprings. >> this has to be bigger, there are a whole lot of firefighters that gave their unconditionally. until they died. all of a sudden, when they die, their death is conditional on how they will be remembered. >> here is 2015, over 80 firemen have taken their own lives this year. how many names are here? >> twaif maybe prospect. >> those names are not included on this list. >> why? why? it would be nice to know that his name was down here. just because it deserves to be here. who's going to argue with me that it doesn't? i'd like to have that argument. just because he retired didn't mean all those memories and all those horror pictures that play over and over again in his mind stop the day he retired. they didn't. that's what ultimately drove him to take his own life. >> if we admit a weakness ourselves then we become suspect and then we're weak and people don't want to work with us and they're going to talk about us behind our back, so committing suicide is a lot easier quite frank

to talk some more about my experience -- >> while reporting this story we came across videos of tim casey a former firefighter paramedic, talking about his problems with stress on the job. >> i was overloaded on the job. the things i saw, i was depressed, i was drinking too much. when we do something, we do it really good, we drink really hard, we party really hard and we became a danger to ourselves and suicidal we're generally pretty good at suicide as well, sad to say. >> we planned to meet him at his home last august but three weeks before our interview, tim killed himself. teresa evans was tim's fiancee. on july 31st, 2015 she came to his house and smelled something coming from the garage. >> he was sitting in this chair. and the chair was all the way reclined for some reason. it was all the way back. my first thought was just okay, open the garage door.then i went around and opened all the car doors to get the monoxide out. >> was the car filled with -- >> it was horrible in here. i called 911 after that. the best thing i thought was to get the carbon monoxide out. it was just a mat

the broncos had a linebacker named tim casey for just two games in 1969 who was born february 29th , 1944. >> wow. >> obviously there are going to be fewer professional athletes because only one every four few and just one hall of famer in any sport, rocket rashard, former montreal canadien superstar, only one. >> his friends called him maurice.

the broncos had a linebacker named tim casey for just two games in 1969 who was born february 29th , 1944. >> wow. >> obviously there are going to be fewer professional athletes becausonly one y four years, but there is remarkably former montreal canadien superstar, only one. >> his friends called him maurice. >>> new video chris rock and his skewered hollywood. kate on her reunion with leo. gaga and taylor and the stars partying inside "vanity fair." >> it's the oscars. >>> on extra. >> right now. >>> chris rock, rips into hollywood. >> you damn right hollywood's racist. >> taking a jab at jada taking on the white elephant in the room. >> i'm a danish girl. >> we got the celebrity score cord on rock today. oscars? >> leo's long awaited oscar victory. >> very nervous but it's all over now. >> his kiss with kate you didn't see. plus, crazy video of the stars morphing into decaprio. and our back stage oscar victory party. >> the scars come straight to extra that's how we do it here. >> gwen and blake's first official red carpet as a couple. fair" bash. >> from the couples to the star c