work for a lot of young actors, timothy hutton, you figure that you will be older by the time you work with people. on the other hand, it's a struggle i did not anticipate, because i came directly out of a moviegoing generation. the stories that were written, the people that made them did both. they made them. now i feel that the way that films are made, by and large, is they are made on the budget. it has to represent the ideas and to sell it. the movies that we often celebrate today as our best movies are midgets in comparison to the texture and investment that was what i grew up with. i did not anticipate to have to fight tooth and nail every time out to try to get some of the things i was involved in, the basics. and i cannot expect quite the celebrity culture that was called to come. is really an infection that everybody embraces. it has been good for me to have the perspective in haiti, and i expect the only thing that anybody can do is try to at least invest that in the projects they are involved with, particularly when i am directing and have ownership of that to do that. it's