and she left there and head toefrtd palm springs international film festival where we saw nicole's emotionalwhile remembering her late father. >> well last time wai was here, was sort of -- i was making a lost movies and i was single. i was here with my dad last time. and i have photos walking up the red carpet with my dad holding his hand. so i'm not going to cry. >> nicole held back the tears while talking about her dad. she lost her father, anthony kidman, two years ago. his death after a fall was sudden and unexpected. "e.t." was there the day he was her date in palm springs and he was clearly proud of her accomplishments. >> how do you feel about your daughter being honored -- >> very proud. >> oh my gosh. >> yes. >> unbelievable. that was 12 years ago, what's happened. but i've also you know, yes, found love and i have a family. growing a family. so i have four children now. amazing things have happened to me in the past 12 years. >> she credits keith urban with helping her to reboot her life. her father gave her away the day they said "i do" in sydney in 2006. >> i reevaluated what i