and i have had people over to my house and in fact, i had tom drake over to my house at one point when i had him talking to me. he was so wound up that he started at 9:00 a.m., and leaving at 9:00 p.m., and my daughter was cowering upstairs wondering who this man was. she said, is he okay? he looked a little bit nuts. but people when they are going to be prosecuted for something that could put them away for life does have a bug eyed look. and it is good that you didn't have doubt. i had one moment of doubt in the story when i interviewed the officials in the nsa trying to knock the story down and wanted to kill it. there was one especially effective official, a woman who basically said, and she didn't say that drake was a liar, she just said, gosh, i feel so bad for him. he's just not well. and she went into this whole thing about, you know, he has got family problems, and it is a recurrence in his life and this sort of thing and by the time i was leaving i thought, maybe he is not sturdy. i started, and i really worried, because it was a rational phenomenal for a while, but later the