joining me now is tom mesereau, michael's former defense attorney. m, i was glad to have you on tonight. i remember during that trial you and michael and i met in the bathroom at johnny cochran's funeral at west angeles church of god in characteristic. and i saw firsthand how michael had really put his life and trust in you to bring him through a time when many friends he helped wouldn't return his phone calls. we get this bizarre picture of michael. was that the michael you knew and even if his lowest moment, some strung-out guy that couldn't handle the stress and pressure? >> reverend, thank you for having me on your show. michael was one of the nicest, kindest, most humble, most decent people i ever had the privilege to meet. early in that case, my sister came down with a brain tumor. at her door was the largest bouquet of flowers than she had ever seen. with those flowers was a little poem from michael. later in the trial, i started suffering from vertigo. had to go to doctor. michael was so concerned about me. he was not concerned about himself.