today in fairfax county court, ex pastor tommy shelton was hoping to walk away with only probation. but the judge denied his plea deal. >> you cannot plead guilty unless you agree to go to jail. >> reporter: the pastor was supposed to be baby-sitting one of the victims and giving piano lessons and it was said he abused both boys on several occasions, sometimes here inside the church building, other times in the woods right behind the church. >> before i was almost intimidated and scared and now it's just -- it's almost infuriating enough to give me the courage to just keep going. >> reporter: we have learned that tommy shelton's pastoral license was revoked in 1985 following allegations and an admission of inappropriate behavior with young boys at a church in illinois. today in court tommy shelton expressed remorse, telling the judge, quote, i tried to live a christian life and got off track. his victims don't buy it. >> it was oh, woe is me, trying to be a christian. he's just looking to get out of a deal. >> reporter: in fairfax, delia gonsalves, 9 news now. >> the ex pastor will