and it's important that we remember -- as toni morrison puts it, that we remember even the painful details of our past, but that we do it not through grandiose, abstract statements like, "racism was a terrible thing," but to particularize it, what it was like not to be able to sit down at the cut-rate drugstore with your white friends after a basketball game which the black players had won a game in which the black players had played pivotal roles, and then be forced to stand at a counter and drink your vanilla rickey out of a paper cup and not be able to drink it out of a glass, sitting down with your white friends. i mean, it sounds like such a petty thing, but it was of enormous importance. it was the kind of thing that seizes your imagination. i mean, you become determined that one day you'll sit down in that restaurant, being able to date who you wanted, to dance with whom you wanted, being able to encounter yourself in the american history textbooks just like all your white friends encountered themselves. c-span: you also talk a lot about shades of color and the different names that