so many times, i mean tony goodman is one of them, i work a lot for her. and many times she said to me look at it from this side. and i have to say i have to learn through the years you've got to be so humble in order to grow. because the moment you think, you say oh, shut up, you know, i'm the photographer. you're not taking advantage of what you are being given. and many times i have to eat my words and just -- >> do you see, what is it you see? you see beauty. you see uniqueness. you see -- >> i think it's a mixture of things. i do see beauty but i don't think the final result is beauty. i see life. i see a certain life that i would like to almost live, that i don't ever get too quite live because it's made out of like perfection. and things that you don't really get with money or with anything. you just get with the chance, the moment, you know. and i thrive in this aspect of photography that with a thousand of a second you can capture a moment that doesn't exist before, doesn't exist afterwards. at a kid i used to take the bus to go to school. and my