i was serious when i said -- i lost to jack lightman, tony randall, michael j fox twice. and they are very good people. at one point, i stopped putting my name for nominations so i can just sit at home and watch the emmys and say, i would've one. -- won. [laughter] i would have walked away, no question about it. tavis: let me take the funny and tweak it just a little bit because your comment makes me think of something and my staff around here knows this. some years ago, after winning a few awards for this show, i stopped submitting my name. i don't let the staff submit the show for anything. the reason is, i have a thing -- it might be arrogant or hubris, but i have a thing about people judging what we do. i think we do the best show that we can do and once we have done that, that's it. if they like it, they do and if they don't, we will try to do better tomorrow. but there is something about waiting for the judgment of others when you know you have done your best work. i don't need them to tell me that what i am trying to do is to get to the humanity of the person i am