there's there's a great phrase from travis cloke that everybody hates a tourist and especially one whohinks it's all such a laugh. those who work in the tourist industry and i suspect there would have been but in a more found sense i mean indeed i mean the whole idea of a sort of you know rather spoiled young journalist coming to moscow and. having this feast in a time of famine you know how to enjoy being in sort of. descending into also the moscow underworld which i describe because i was a young city reporter the moscow times point and i can see how people would be would be offended that i was sort of enjoying all this sort of move on the world of moscow while the people were suffering but actually i think that i also balance that because i actually sort of saw a lot of the to very nasty underbelly i'm not going to affected me very deeply the homeless children and and prisons and so on and i think part of the criticism is because people don't like to be reminded of that world because it was a very nightmarish last time and i don't i certainly make it clear i hope that russia has cha