all of a sudden i turned around in the auditorium and trey lotz was sitting in the front.ave known tray lotz for 30 years. i later reported back to my handler and i said do owe know that trey lotz is with these guys. they said he is a suppressive person and has been declared. and -- well, this is what started waking me up. i better check this out. because that didn't make sense. >> do you feel as though that the church was taken away from you? >> oh, yes. but trey encouraged me after i left the church he said, randy why don't you just start auditing and training. >> anyone can just leave the church if they want to. >> certainly you can. >> you can. >> but -- >> what if you have a daughter or a son who is on staff? >> my daughter disconnected from me. >> she disconnected from him when he left. >> have you tried to reach out to her? >> sure. it's a wasted effort. you say you got declared, boy, the axe is falling. >> right. >> did you introduce her to scientology? >> yeah, sure. i've been a scientologist since before she was born. >> before she was born. >> right. >> yeah. >>