i'm an able administrator, i'm intelligent, but there are lots of those people. there are lot of those people. like harry truman. i like to think of myself as in the mold of harry truman, an ordinary guy who rose to the occasion given that opportunity, responsibility. i said to myself in the course of my 12 years as mayor when things were difficult, look, there are lots of people out there who are much smarter than you and who could have done a better job as mayor. they didn't have the balls to run. [laughter] those who did run, the people thought you were better. so now just give it your best, and that's it! and that's what i did, and that's what made it possible, plus a sense of humor. i like to think i not only have a sense of humor, but it saved me many, many times. and when you could easily become depressed. and if you're te pressed, you -- depressed, you can't get anything done. you've got to be constantly aware, alive, respectful. that's the other very important aspect of being a public officer in the sense that we're talking about. respectful of the rights of others. respectful of the rights of others d