tubsy survived but he was given a stark warning. a message for you. if you ever want to commit suicide, don't bother picking up a gun, a knife or a rope. just pick up the drink and that will do it." change can take time but even for those living in the grip of alcoholism right now, tubsy is living proof that it is possible to get free and live a happy life once more. by the grace of god, i've got three beautiful children. still with the same wife. my music career is ten, 15, 20 times as busy now as i ever was before. but most of all, every day i remember what it was like because if i forget what it was like i mayjust slip up again tomorrow. you can share your own experiences. if you have relevant personal experience, let me know. and there is an online article on the bbc news website which you can read and share. still to come: as london's murder toll rises to 48 injust three months, we ask why crime is increasing in the capital and what can be done to tackle the problem. and the comedy of errors that led to a hotel room being ransa