too far from me, and where i grew up, and i've read -- i don't know how many different things about tyri who i met several times and talked to, but this treatment of him, i thought, was very different than i read anywhere else. i want to read a couple paragraphs how you captured and him talk more about it. it's at the end of the section saying "he was pondering why he did what he did and how he got to this point in his life, waving arms skyward again, believing in a purpose for all of us. the sky looked strikingly beautiful this morning, felt like arguing with his host, and got back to the car, everything fine, i worried all morning for nothing. a pheasant dashed in front of our path. we seemed to all cry out at once, delightedded, once so inclined might have -- one so inclined might have interpreted the moment as arguing something good." that's a really hopeful set of phrases you put together around a guy who i'm not sure was described that way. >> just another thing i stumbled upon. he's been written about a lot, and so i had a list of those people who i wanted to reach out to, especia