haven't i noticed you before, why haven't i ever noticed your humanity and the brilliant speech, unaccommodatedan is nothing but a poor bear forked animal, well that's all we all are, take your suits off and take my stage away. >> no television camera. >> no television cameras, we are just two guys, you know, with various degrees of -- >> back to autobiography, yours. you went through a very interesting time in which you were the young, handsome matinee island -- matinee idol. >> sometimes matinee island. >> matinee island occasionally. you had all of the privileges of stardom, and then it was over. >> yes. >> and you went into a kind of searching. you made certain decisions. and then you came back as a great character actor, but do you find, i would have thought that you already had gone through this sense of who you were at that time rather than in your 70's. >> that is a great question. look, there are seasons in our lives when you are in your 20's and 30's and 40s and your 50's. you identify yourself through a lot of things you no longer can identify yourself in your 70's. and your youth, i