one day i went my e-mail and i undeleted it.[laughter] kind of makes you wonder if the internet is really like the law of conservation of energy. nothing can be ever really be destroyed. [laughter] i sent reply. who are you where did you get the information? she replied call the number and provided a phone number. her name is ruth. she has the information you need. one evening i called the phone number she provided and a groggy ruth answered. sounded like i woken her up. i told her about the e-mails. do you know what this is all about i asked? i do have a sister that know one has told me about? yes. i'm your sister. we talk a little and she explained my mother gotten pregnant before and given her up for adoption before her first birthday. it was a story ripped from a lifetime movie. but i still wasn't convinced. i called my father and said are you aware mom gave birth to a daughter before you met and she was given up for adoption? my father said, yes, but how did you find out? i'll read one last thing from the book. history book