unfortuna unfortunately, all i'm trying to do is spend christmas with a family. that's all i want. i used to have great christmases, i had everything i needed and then some. things went down hill. i don't do drugs or drink or anything like that. >> ryan fitzgerald, he's reaching out to the online community, hoping someone will say, come have dinner with my family. he posts his real phone number in the title of the video. >> i just don't know what to do anymore. i just want to try to be with a family, have a christmas normal. i'm 27. some people might know me. i put my number on youtube back in '07. >> we talked to ryan before here on the show. ryan put his phone number out and asked for people online, if they had a problem, he wanted them to call and he'd talk to them, offer them support, offer them kindness, generosity. >> it turns this thing, i went on today's show, everybody thought i was rich and all of this but i'm not rich. i spent four years taking phone calls from people. you know, now look at me. i'm -- it's so bad. >> he just wants to begin a new life. >> takes a lot of c