the truth can be unsettling and very unhousing. on this note, in this moment, this for real moment off the screen, are you hopeful and if you are, how do you sustain your hope? makes you hopeful? >> i'm a very hopeful person. i'm an optimistic person, sometimes stupidly optimistic. i went and voted for hillary clinton on the morning of november 8th and i felt like a million bucks. i felt like i voted for the first woman president and i believed in her as a candidate. and my hopes were dashed. you know, i felt like a fool for being so optimistic but then i was optimistic again the next day. i don't know. maybe it's just my nature. i am in the business of exploring crazy possibilities. i am a story teller, and the stories i tell are -- when i'm lucky, they are really good ones and it's very -- it's a very exciting thing to do with your life and that's what keeps me hopeful. >> wait. you're luckier than most. >> you know how lucky -- i know how lucky. >> i didn't mean like that. you said when i'm lucky, you do a lot of good stuff and