think i am much different than the medal of honor recipients first class -- petrie j and former -- unta feeling conflicted with this metal i now where. the joy comes from recognition for us doing our jobs as soldiers on distant battlefields. but is countered by the constant reminder of the loss of our battle buddies. my battle buddies. my soldiers. my friends. i am grateful that some of the heroes of combat outpost keating are here with us. and anyone will tell you, we were not going to be beat that day. i want them to know how proud i am of them. they trusted in me, a noncommissioned officer, to be their leader. and i thank them so much for that loyalty. i accept this tremendous honor on behalf of all soldiers who have served with me that day. this award is for the eight soldiers who did not make it. and for the rest of the team that fought valiantly and magnificently that day. i will forever be humbled by the bravery their commitment to service, and their loyalty to one another. serving our nation in uniform is a privilege, especially during times of war. like my grandfather, my fathe