have to fight every coming at usows with steel. have learned more about the discipline required on this job they are never before. a wonderful learning experience. >> yoga, meditation? >> it is all not the service of the thing itself. its built-in to getting to that moment, believing you can bring as much preparation and technique as you possibly can. then you create the condition to where tonight via mr. even beare, it might inspired. >> it might even be insp ired. were you born to do this? iu think of yourself now, could not have done anything else. as some people say, it is when you were put on earth to do. >> i guess now, i think. i used to be perplexed by it. i feel as though this is a who i am. this is what i do. why are you going to the theater so early? this is me. this is who i am. to be able -- when did you think of doing this play or that play? i've never assumed anything about this. i'm profoundly grateful. >> my sense of you is you had confidence in yourself. you have both ambition and it.idence, that you wanted >> you