just wanted to comprehend god with my mind, and god is comprehended with my heart, so i met god on valaamt then, it’s an island. russia orilya, then on vlaam there was this feeling, this is god, the presence of god, it seemed to touch my essence, it’s just here, but it’s difficult for me to convey it, but i just realized that everything, the search is over, ours is here main stream. this is how mother elizabeth, who is our patroness, has this service. in general, she was the princess of darmstatt, the granddaughter of queen victoria, she married grand duke sergius from the house of romanov, moved to russia, converted to orthodoxy, she founded the martha marinsky monastery of mercy in moscow, it still exists, we sort of took it over from him this is a relay race of serving people, as selfless like that. sacrificial, one might say, giving of oneself, here we have courtyard, there are up to 150-200 brothers there in winter, who are these brothers, these are disabled people, these are bobzhi, these are former prisoners, drug addicts, that is, the public is very, so to speak, well , motley, in