you have to think carefully, it confused me from the very beginning. but i had a producer valery belotserkovsky, who completely was involved in selecting the songs, and he convinced me and my family, my parents, that we were only taking the image and, as it were, based on the motives, that is, but in fact everything would be very pure, chaste, and it seems to me that no one had any conversations, even that it was somehow wrong, it was hard for you, of course, in general i must say that i... by nature i am a very, very shy person, in childhood i even had difficulties, i always had few friends, i am, as they say today, an introvert, yes, that is, a person, who, well, in general, is not so socially active, and i really wanted to sing, but performing for me was something very scary, that is, uh, i had panic attacks, my knees were shaking, my voice was shaking, it was very, very difficult for me to overcome my fear, and of course this... filming is my very first experience on a film set with such great people, and sergey makovetsky, elena yakovleva, yuri grymov, a very impulsive person, a very deman