vicary hit a wall.onderful father, his loving family. >> and the minute something would leak out about maybe things weren't so wonderful in the family, he would start crying. and he would kind of dissolve. and whimper. and he just wouldn't go any further. >> vic vicary put erik on anti-depressants and slowly, a trust began to form. >> as the months rolled by, i got more and more pieces of information. and it got worse and worse and worse as to what was going on in his family. until finally the dam broke. i erik and lyle's cousin alan andersen had lived with the menendez family and knew the public didn't understand. >> they just knew that, "okay, we got these rich kids, boom, shot their parents. now they're-- think they're multimillionaires. well, that's not the case. >> alan had begun thinking back to some very disturbing things he had witnessed at the menendez house, as had cousin diane hernandez. >> he would take their heads and push them underwater until they started panicking and needed up he would

. >> so you're calling in sick and going to houston holding you to it will be living vicariously mccall. hopefully you get or something. or like thermals asked her mom for some like winter gear. i picture us jack nicholson in the shining just like freezing in your >> all right. you're like, reside. >> santa doing a test run over the beaches in florida today to some delighted beachgoers. in a parachute powered by a fan on christmas eve. this friday. he will go back to flying in his traditional reindeer, sleigh hopefully. and he's using that he would be soaked according to reset. we are going continue to remind you that if you have not done so already the deadline to send off your packages to make sure that they arrive before christmas is ticking away. if you plan to ship with ups. you have until december 23rd. that is thursday. using next-day air with fedex. you have until christmas eve that's on friday. but you have to use same day shipping, same thing if you're using us postal service last day to send the package to have it there by christmas is the 23rd ahead at 10 o'clock going back

and so now in some ways i think he's living that vicariously through me. but now after retiring he's writing poetry and he's painting and he's reading. and he's finally living the life he imagined he could live or that he wanted to live. thank you for that question. my father is also very handsome, very good-looking. i look like him. and everyone i've ever met talks about how good he smells. that's my dad. so the super secret young adult model is actually out on submission right now. i just sent it out and maybe we'll hear back about it in like two weeks and i'll make an announcement on twitter or social media about it. but i'm also very excited. it's different. it's very different. and like i said it's something i wrote during the pandemic in frenzy. that felt like playing. how much time do we have? okay, so we have like ten minutes. so i'll read a bit of something else. okay, five minutes. so i'll change the pace. i'll read for like two minutes. let's see, something happier. okay so this is from one of the later chapters called "returning." miami, 2008.

vicarious what was behind your decision to run for leadership after the 1994 election pretty. >> the part of it was my own principles. but also i thought there needed to be a woman in leadership rated adeptly, so interesting. also running, this general consensus that only one of us could with rated there would only be room for one female. the rest of the leadership is male and both of us one but i remember that once i one, the guy that was running hot shall win. you only have room for one here. and fun he even thought about that is so long. but if he is good for the party and scraped have additional voices and the discussions not only tolerated, it was welcome. as important to the people out there of different views. then again, people can disagree with you but understanding of the people who nominated you are conservative and again to show the importance of having a majority the successful working majority so - >> he sent part of it was your ambition but also re- recruited by anybody and why did you select the vice chair position. >> today with people who came up to me and said, i t