i said, "but president videla, people are still disappearing!" with that, he changed. he was furious. and then, unfortunately, a most... you know, an admired journalist broke in and said, "well, you have to realize, like julius caesar, there are times when there are things that you have to do that you have to do and you can't talk about them." so from that moment on, i realized that this was... it was a policy of disappearing. so what we were trying to do was to break the silence about it, because people denied it. i had people who came down from the united states, people who'd been living... argentines who'd been living abroad. they'd come to me and say, "i went to plaza de mayo." and this is true. it sounds impossible, but you're in a mad situation in argentina at that time. he said, "well, i went to the square, the plaza de mayo, and i asked a policeman, 'where are the madres de plaza de mayo?'" they called them then the locas, the mad women. >> hinojosa: the crazy women. >> and he said, "and the policeman told me there's no such thing." he said, "why are you publis