i just wanted to do all these heavy hitting hard discussions on the killing of vincent chen. a chinese-american man who was murdered at his bachelor party because two laid-off autoworkers thought that he was japanese and this was in the early 1980's. they were taking out their anger on him and they actually beat him to death before his wedding. or talking about the l.a. riots. and number of different issues. i remember my mentor at the time who was the fellow at the house -- she really help us back the first quarter. she said we would not do any of that. and she was a hard-core activists. she was a guerrilla activists from the philippines. was on an execution list, had done crazy things in her life. she said we're just going to do community building, which was the first time i had ever heard the concept here is to set will just going to be fun stuff. i thought that was not what i signed up for. i signed up to mobilize the next generation of activists and leaders for our country. so the first semester, she was like,