vladimir vasilievich, you have to turn around now, i went online. "a very dear person to you, my mother was everything to me, i loved her very much, and this, you see, after her death i could not come to my senses for a long time, this is the feeling that well, i stood firmly on the ground, i entered the theater institute, which i dreamed of. this is a great success in life, i graduated from the first course, i arrived happy, i bring her a record book, there are only a's, and she is happy, i sing her some songs, i learned them at the institute, the next day in the morning she went to the market, so she went to buy me some berries for me, so that i would wake up, there were fresh berries on the table, uh. she died, but not right away, i was near her for two weeks, no, a week somewhere, she was slowly fading away, she had very serious injuries on... the service made me pull myself together and after that i of course came to my senses, as they say, so that was three, about 4 years, i was out of myself, i i lost myself, it's a very difficult story, for