, rides with her mother, meets vronsky himself, she so wanted to live the lives of all the heroes, yese most, as a child i so wanted onegin not to kill lensky, when i re-read it, but suddenly he won’t kill, i thought, then is it generally fiction, this is, in principle, the law of art, when you perceive art , you think that it... in general, memoirs are reliable not in the sense that they correspond to some kind of case itself, as zhenya put it, they correspond to your conviction , your rightness, there is no rightness, remember the paintings of picasso or picasso, how convenient it is to say where dora maar has two noses, yes, because he wants to see her immediately profile and full face, and we see each other full face, but there is also other sides, therefore any memoirist is sacredly... convinced that that he writes the truth, even if he wants to deliberately distort it, like zhorzhik ivanov in st. petersburg winters, in a word, for me , in memoirs, the most valuable thing is subjective, yes, kotaev’s in the grass of oblivion, he describes it there, how he considers friendship with