very quickly, wael al—dahdouh, the aljazeera bureau chief, is my close friend.gether, we learn in the same university, we lived in the same building for a long time. suddenly, he lost his wife and kid. that day i told the bbc, i can't do anything about him. i have to drive now to see him, and to be with him. the last one i saw when i left gaza that morning, six o'clock in the morning, was leaving my tent in nasser hospital, i saw samer abu daqqa, aljazeera cameraman. he said, "oh, you are going!" i said, "yes, i wish you will go soon, keep in touch". samer, we were in the same building for 12 years. i used to see him every day, we used to have breakfast together almost twice a week. and he was the last one i saw in gaza, the last face. then i took the bus and i left. and suddenly, i was driving in the highway in turkey, and i got a message that he was injured, not died. i couldn't continue. i'm so sorry, i'm so sorry, rushdi. i'm sorry. i had to stop by the road in a petrol station just to follow the news. talk to people there. and you know how difficult is the