not just talking about walter williams, my partner in the police department killed, my brother killed by gun violence. is even more so. the deepest pain you can describe. what i found at that time period in my life was the brightest hope that you can ever imagine. for not only my family but other families who suffer with people they love who have mental illness. also bringing together what divides us, i have the hope of that. people who don't see how they can agree on anything, or people on trips, whoever disagrees with the entity, i have hope for that. my hope for all of this is borne out of that deepest despair. that is where you find hope and that is what i described in the book, that gives me a sense of urgency. i retired in time. that is not why you going to public service. you going to public service to serve people. the next phase in this book is pointed toward bringing people together, mental health policy and funding, police reform and funding necessary to make it happen and the differences. using this platform for abc news. for police, in the political system. cannot sustain