he was not wanteone at all. you don't get to the level that he got being a bad actor.hink it is very bush league coming from other actors when you talk about people being good or bad. it could be a very courageous thing to do, try to be an actor. he is an actor who is fallen in a hard times not only in his career but his life certainly. extremely insecure, extremely needy. he decides to do a play in the new york city. which he loves and has connection to. he decides to direct it and star in it. in the process, he has a nervous breakdown. [laughter] >> your average -- [laughter] an actor who comes in at play inour to save the question. who is a bit of an anarchist, a bit of a pre-madonna, and method actor. him andme to meet understand what haunts him and his insecurities. but, it's -- i think that it alejandrou know, said in the beginning this is a story about artists and performers. in much the same way, if you go all the way back to shakespeare -- shakespeare said life is a player on the stage. i think alejandro said from are lots of- there players and sticking a fork