my left arm wasblown off the rest but my thumb and index fingers , my thumb, index and middle finger will were still there, ring and pinky finger work bound up. i rolled over and looked at the aftermath, i radioed my lc with what i have left of my hand and i said i mom. >> the mac came with me and started to work on me. he said don't worry about it. >> okay. he said i'm doing my job. i said get away from me, i had two guys who got work hurt with me. i knew they were hurt and i said you're not going to solve this problem and i've been overseas long enough where i've seen guys go for a lot less. i didn't want to die, you never want to die but the staff that had been brought out, it would have been over quick. but he starts putting the tourniquet on me. my right arm, left leg tourniquet. the minute came up, they check on the two guys and they were fine. they strapped to it and stuff like that and they had to work on me a bit. bouvier helicopter, came to the hospital and when i got there i didn't know that they were reading. >> they said you've been at war a while and they're so good at