he had wanted it in 1940, and wendell willkie was made the nominee then. he wanted it again in 1948 and again in 1952, and in 1952 he came reasonably close, but dwight eisenhower was the presidential candidate for the republicans. a young man, 20 years younger than he was and who looked energetic, to run against him. and he had to find a way to look energetic too. his pictures did not make him look good. he was at camp pendleton, california, southern california, at the time of the democratic convention in chicago. he didn't want to be in chicago at the time. in the railway car that he used in traveling across the country, microphones had been set up so that he could give a speech accepting the nomination, and he did. and several reporters and cameramen were allowed in to listen to the speech live and to take his portrait. and the picture taken of him made him look so haggard that it nearly lost the election for him. but he was lucky he was alive at that point. because that morning, the morning that he gave his acceptance speech, a little later on, he calle