he was saying he wanted to take me to westbury to hear the monologue that i had worked on with him. and my mother was all excited saying oh, my goodness, bill cosby's sending a limo for you and you're going to go see him perform and see the stuff that you wrote for him. you know, and she was -- and my father was all excited. and i didn't -- i was 19. i didn't know how to back out of it because of them. >> so then what happened? >> and i thought, well, this can't happen again. we're going to be at a theater. so i'm perfectly safe. i'm going to be with a bunch of people. well, what happened was the limo took me to his hotel. he was staying at the sherry netherland. i went up to his proom. and i noticed he had this big shaving kit, this men's shaving kit, opened up with lots of pill bottles in it, almost filled up with pill bottles, which i thought was really odd. and he made a drink, the red eye, and i drank it and everything was fine. then we went down to the limo and the westbury and i had either a soda or something in the car and i started to feel funny as we got closer to westberr