particularly -- he was driving through western virginia, not west virginia, but western virginia, wherere's a lot of poverty. those people say, okay, he messed up, but this guy was -- he was caring about us. you know. and so i think they give him a little more leeway than -- >> larry: do the kids -- have the kids met their stepsister? >> no, no. they'll come a time when they have. but quinn -- i think will be coming up on 2 1/2. i think that when she starts creating more memories and when john has a better -- a more long-standing relationship with her and she can come visit him, i think that will happen. >> larry: you write in your afterword, quote, right now, i want to live for eight more years, to finish the one job i know i did better than any other. that job is raising your kids. >> yes. >> larry: what if you don't get the eight years? >> i'll be sad for me and sad for them. i'd like to -- you know, i'd like to be -- i'd like for them to see me seeing them off into their new life. one of the things about wade having died when he was 16, eight years -- jack was 18. but when wade was