it will premiere on wgn america later this year. >> when the show comes back, how much of beth's finalher battle will you show? >> in reality television, you don't have the control, especially this production company and this network of what i want. >> the picture dog paints of beth's final days is grim. she withered into a shell of the vibrant woman america fell in love with. >> she went from -- she would be to 126, and she's like, honey, i'm dying. i go, no, you're eating. she would say, big daddy, you better not let another girl take my place. i said, i won't. she's like, if you do i will haunt you. i would never commit suicide or none of that crap, but i am ready now to go. >> beth's urn remained close to dog during our nearly two-hour interview. production on their show resumed tuesday in colorado. >> i wanted to put them in the car and seat belt them in. and i want to take them with me and i thought, that's too weird. so i leave it next to the bed right there and i think that might be where it's going to be forever. >> their 20-year-old daughter bonnie, 18-year-old son garry and