andhen theyome homeand hey don't have mission, d hey don't have unit, tt's lot whaleads tohe isolaon, whicthen canead to the dg and alhol abuse, which then very often leads to suicide. and what i have found from the veterans i've interview is hat theyeally had seek their own salvation and find eir ownay back into what we would call civilization-- that, you know, the civilian world. there's something about farming, and working with the soil, and working with living plants, and with livestock animals that after you've been in a culture of death anwar, to be in a culture of life and sustaining and creating life, is deeply heing. >> you know, i'm not ashamed of my service or what happened in iraq, but i learned that if, you know, when working with living things you become a nurturer instead of a destroyer. and that was really--that was a really significant realization for me. >> the thing about it is we come out here and work outside in fresh air. you know, i don't care how i felt last night or how good i didn't sleep last night because of issues that i have. and, you know, i come here, work all d