back in a game against perdue, they made the orange bole -- bowl and a year or so before that, woody hayesomes and says, we need you to play, his back wouldn't heal but my dad, this was his identity and woody had become somewhat like a father figure to him, so he tried to do it, he shows up and before the game a guy comes to him and says, you want me to give you something that will help you play like a champion today, my dad says, sure, man hands him envelope and inside the envelope is cocaine. he takes cocaine for the first time. he goes on to be orange bowl mvp and a serious legend in college football, it also was the start of a drug addiction for him that by the time i was born it had gone onto crack, had gone onto heroin, had gone onto the beginning of the destruction of my family and so when i'm 11i go into school and there's -- my teacher hands me the dallas morning news and on the front page is my father, at once pride of texas, athlete star, his life affected by drugs. the whole story that i received, here is this boy who threw away his life, through -- threw away career because of