i mean, especially working with the wwf. that was a huge empire that, you know, became even bigger, and it was rock and roll. it was like being married to a rock star. >> and, of course, as the book details, his behavior became pretty similar to that of most rock stars. i mean, let's be brutally frank. you had to go through the infidelity, the lying, control issues an all the rest of it. very similar to the kind of stuff you read about the average rock star. it's a very honest book you have written. do you feel that the relationship basically floundered the moment you heard he had been unfaithful to you? >> yeah. i mean, honestly i put my heart and soul into the marriage. we started out with, you know, nothing really. i met him, i didn't know what he did. he really wasn't famous. we hadden in the "rocky 3" movie and i thought, wow, that's exciting, but i saw a good person in him in the beginning, and i still do today. i just think with the men in those positions as like you're seeing in the news how with the politicians and