xanax.ddict addiction, i take up to 15 viocidin a day and five or six xanax. rock bottom came for me when i woke up on the bathroom floor after an overdose in a pool of blood. by the time that i got myself into treatment i was pretty close to dying. katie: suzy, thank you very much for being here and telling your story. unfortunately it is a familiar one, isn't it? >> certainly is. katie: you are not the only person out there that had this problem. why were out bathroom floor covered in blood? >> i almost bit through my tongue. i had no idea i had overdosed or how long i had been there or how i got this. that is just how i woke up and found myself >> so that was really a turning point for me. katie: did you realize that you were addicted or were you in denial? how did you see yourself? >> i was in denial for a very, very long time. towards the end when things got so bad i just couldn't remain in denial anymore. and i wasltimately confronted by my middle daughter. she was really the only one

zoloft, xanax. (coughs) he suffered from depression, anxiety. sounds like he kept you busy.ng man. all right, mr. zainer, thank you. goren: did this woman work for you, mrs. sternman? yes, it's her. it's aricelli. aricelli... oh, god, what's her last name? rick, what's aricelli's last name? dimarco. what happened to her? we found her dead of smoke inhalation in the laundry room. did she have anything to do with starting the fire? not as far as we know yet. would you have her number? we need to call her family. i know it. i'll write it down. i can't believe this is happening. this is a nightmare. edward, thank god. you got my message. i was in the car. i heard on the radio there was a fire. where's dad? is he all right? edward, he locked himself in the bathroom. he died from the smoke. i'm sorry. dead? my god. what started it? we don't know yet. my father's dead. i can't... that's not possible. yu: the fire was designed to be slow burning with a maximum of smoke. the sprinklers had been disabled in the penthouse but were still operational in the rest of the building. how was

xanax. my doctors have given them all to me: xanax, prozac, paxil. they work miracles, right?hat do you want from me? we, we're just here to let you know that we're actively on the case again, and as things move forward, we may have some questions for you. oh, god, after four years, don't you think you'd have some answers? look, mrs. raab, i know that after all this time, it's going to be really difficult for you to go through all this stuff again. yeah. so, we're done here, i guess. sure. we'll be in touch. i guess i had too much to drink, 'cause the next thing i remember, i'm in... in this motel room. he started taking off my clothes. i s... i said i didn't want him to and he... ( quietly ): i'm sorry. samantha: it's okay. it's okay, trista. take your time. he started hitting me. calling me these names. i just kept fighting. don't worry. we're going to find him. we think the same man that attacked you may be responsible for the disappearance of another woman. disappearance? is there anything else you can remember? jack: we just got this composite sketch of the guy that attac

i had to do a lot of preplank-- obviously she was on a cocktail of xanax and alcohol. when she was on it and when she was off it. and a lot of that charting for me comes in your costumes and wardrobe fittings because you have to work out-- it sounds very shallow-- where you're wearing what where and that sort of anchors thee mee. >> rose: i think olivier said until he put on the costume, he didn't really know the character. >> yeah, you get to-- because often in the hair and makeup test, the camera test. no one is looking at you. they're looking at the way the light is playing on your face. you can try things out and experiment. maybe it's coming from the theater. it's just that thing of having to make the space, whether it's when you're doing the blocking rehearsal or in the camera test or wardrobe fitting, just to rehearse, to play. >> rose: the more you know, the easier it gets, or the more you know, the more than difficult it gets? >> i think the more you know the more difficult it gets. and i think once you've arrived at a certain place, or a perceived to have arr

tox panel shows cocaine, g.h.b., marijuana liquor, xanax, albuterol, ativan, aspirin...topsy test results. so far, that's it? briscoe: so far, we got some rich folks running interference for their brat. you got a problem with rich people? other than the fact they're trying to buy their way out of murder? they're trying to protect their kid. with our without a platinum card they're still parents. yeah, parents who have their names on a wing at the public library. so, they impressed a judge. find something more impressive. i don't see how you can be right about this. i mean, the vances are practically family. they're the best people. well, the parents maybe. no, en their boys. ( briscoe sighs ) ethan admits to taking your daughter to a club at 1:00 in the morning. ever know ethan to lose his temper... get violent? no. no. no. did christy have a thing going with him? mrs. garrison: no, they were like brother and sister since we moved in. green: when was that? two years ago. ever get the impression ethan wanted to be more than a big brother? no. never. briscoe: i don't get i

i mean, that's the thing with jasmine, is she's on a a combustible cocktail of xanax and alcohol. rosea would -- it was research. >> jay: yeah. yeah, research. [ light laughter ] and i always like rich people laughing. [ fake laugh ] >> that was so good. >> jay: there is nothing funnier than rich people laughing because there's nothing real about it. oh-ho-ho-ho-ho. >> the faces don't move. >> jay: yeah, the face doesn't move and the whole thing. now what is this clip we're going to see? >> this is in the pizza restaurant. and jasmine is giving advice and explaining about the responsibilities of the rich. >> jay: oh, right. take a look. >> well, i didn't know what i wanted to become. and hal, my husband, he swept me off my feet. then, there was a song. it was playing -- you know the song. yeah. i always wanted to do something with my life. never had the energy. i didn't just shop and lunch and go to matinees. you know, i ran charities for poor people. you know, raised money for museums and schools. with wealth comes responsibility. wasn't just some mindless consumer like so many o

get less major drug manufacturers are ready to pursue stores that sell their brand names including xanaxby kitchen they said they are a parity of pop culture there is a prescription drug use it should not be trivialized or glorified. >> north korean leader ex-girlfriend was one of one dozen people executed by a firin squad last week, the reason much you was allegedly involved in a porn scandal with videos available in china. in north korea up to 50 percent of the population is addicted to crystal health but they are against board? -- pornography? >> we have why that top cops have put away the reid wacker. lori: california crews battling a giant wildfire around the vicinity reporting some progress now 30 percent contained and firefighters are confident containment lines are holding. so far it has destroyed 100 lou@loudobbs.com structures including 11 holmes charring 192,000 acres making it the sixth largest ever in northern california. the justice department announces it will not sue colorado and washington to legalize recreational marijuana as august gave follow guidelines heather, your

they can start diagnosing, ben, valium, xanax, all household names.ve to wonder when this line becomes blurred between people who have a serious illness that could be a danger and help these it to me have to wonder if that's good for society. the former industry wrote 93 million restrictions. during a 70% clip year-over-year . dennis: the thing i like about these ideas is instead of just coming out here with the stock picks, you come on and give investors a way to look at entire sectors and look for groundswells based on people's behavior and apparently there regrets. it's tough. thank you for being with us. >> thank you for having me. dennis: take care. here is our question tonight. would you buy stock in a company that you think is immoral? log on to gerriwillis.com and vote on the right hand side of the screen. we will share the results of the end of the show. up next, wasteful government spending taking to a ridiculous level. stocks snapped a four day losing streak. after a huge run-up. are there any good deals left? it turns out you bet there are

. >> most people take a xanax first. >> there are no restrooms, but it's fast. you might not have to go. >> can't you at least take care of that before you go. nobody wants the hyper loop because you didn't think it through and have to go some place over oshkosh. you need to go. don't that. >> keep in mind you are -- it's all underground. i guess through tunnels under the water. >> if you don't like the lincoln tunnel. >> i couldn't do it. >> it sounds crazy, but there was a day when nobody believed we would fly in the sky or a train could go across the country or helicopters. the little birdie. >> you are right. it did sound very jetsons. anything that can get you somewhere quickly, because part of the pain of traveling is going to the airport -- imagine how quick and easy to hop in the tube and boom. >> unbelievable. never say never. if there is money to be made, somebody will figure out how to do it. >> indeed. >>> the white house photographer has a challenge on his hands. >> how old is he? >> the white house photographer? >> 59, 61 or somewhere in between. >

in september 2010, not even a year after the attack, faulkner took a fatal overdose of meth and xanaxthough there was no evidence of suicide, his friends believe his death was linked to the horror of that october day in 2009. >> i honestly believe that, yes, he was the ninth victim of combat outpost keating. and i also believe that he won't be the last. >> to varying degrees, all the men of black knight troop carry a weight. >> everyone there came away with some type of stress or memory that still haunts them today. >> carter himself has regular therapy for ptsd. >> i didn't believe it was real until i experienced it. i thought it was just an excuse to get out of duty or not do a job. but once it hit me and i realized it, i was blown away. how could i be so ignorant? >> and that is ty carter's new mission, to be a voice, to destigmatize the invisible wounds of war. >> what we need to do is take the first few steps. we need to realize yes, this is affecting me and i need to fix this. >> the medal of honor, a symbol of strength, may help him convince others there is nothing weak about s

fata ordered assistants to 'provide the treatment and if patients got nervous he prescribed them xanax. he was ordering chemotherapy for all end of life patients instead of letting the patients die in peace. an oncology nurse who applied for a job with dr. fa a filed a claim that she witnessed treatments that should have lasted minutes dragging on for hours. >> why didn't they do anything? that was three years ago. and in that time, how many people could have been saved and how many families could have been spared? >> if convicted on current charges. fata could get ten years in prison. a spokesman with the u.s. attorney's office says if the investigation shows dr. fata called serious bodily injury he could get 20 years, if he caused death, he could geoff life. -- could get life. his defense attorney says his client is in shock and insists he is innocent. the government has not retained an expert to give an opinion there was mistreatment or misdiagnosis of patients, saying these are just general allegations that it may be coming from disgruntled employees. patients or family members who

you sit there, it runs -- >> take a xanax is what they do first. >> i guess there's no restroom. >> not. >> i guess it's fast. you might not have to go. >> at least try to take care of that before you go. nobody want the hyperloop -- you didn't think it through and have to go someplace over oshkosh you need to go. don't do that. >> keep in mind, you're going under -- it's all underground and under, i guess, through tunnels under the water. >> if you like going through the lincoln tunnel -- >> i couldn't do it. >> do you know what, think about it. it sounds crazy. but there was a day when nobody believed we'd fly in the sky or a train that could go across the country or a helicopter -- the little birdie. come on -- >> you're right. it did sound "jetsons." but anything that ket can get you somewhere quickly, part of the pain of traveling is the whole business of you go to the airport. imagine how quick and easy if you could throw your bags in there, hop in the tube and boom. >> never say never. if there's money to be made, somebody will figure it out. >>> the white house photographer has

>> yes, he gave me some xanax? >> do you that prescription bottle with you or not?>do. >> so the fact that you have a primary doctor, i do a brief physical exam. don't fall asleep here now. >> it wouldn't take much. >> i can tell. i see no reason why you shouldn't try the marijuana. i will make out a recommendation for you, and different strains will help you sleep and different strains will help you to be more alert. and for some people, it can create a little bit of paranoia and anxiety, and depends upon the strain. >> i don't need more paranoia in my life. >> no. most of us don't. >> yeah. >> there it is. wow. not only do i now have a card that makes me the ability to buy cannabis in the state of california, but because i have this form, which i was even more shocked by, now i have the ability to grow marijuana, and in the state of california and in san francisco, i can grow up to 24 plants in my backyard if i so wanted to. now that i have my card, the next stop is over in oakland bay. harborside was founded in 2006 as a model of what a medical marijuana dispensa

here are these moms all across the country who are taking prozac and vicodin and xanax and oxycontin and the moment somebody says they are taking cannabis or marijuana product, you're seen as a criminal. and i think that is right of what you have to do is change that stigma. >> absolutely. fascinating subject. good to talk to you again. >> cheers, piers. >>> pot, alcohol and cigarettes are legal, why isn't marijuana? will it lead to more addiction? that debate coming up. >>> it is more medical than anything and does more to help you as opposed to hurt you. you don't hear about people going out doing crazy crimes under marijuana, getting into driving accidents, none of that. you see people calm relaxed and dealing with medical problems or staying to themselves and being on they own little ride. [ tires screech ] [ beeping ] ♪ [ male announcer ] we don't just certify our pre-owned vehicles. we inspect, analyze and recondition each one, until it's nothing short of a genuine certified pre-owned... mercedes-benz for the next new owner. ♪ hurry in to your authorized mercedes-benz dealer fo

. >> mama xanax. >> a teenager whose kidnapper killed her mother and brother has spoken out about herrdeal. wait until you hear what she has to say about her time with that kipper. the postal service is critical to our economy. delivering mail, medicine and packages, yet they're closing thousands of offices, slashing service and want to layoff over 100,000 workers. the postal service is recording financial losses, but not for reasons you might think. the problem? a burden no other agency or company bears. a 2006 law that drains $5 billion a year from post office revenue while the postal service is forced to overpay billions more into federal accounts. congress created this problem, and congress can fix it. quarter till the hour. days after authorities rescued her and killed her kidnapper, 16-year-old hannah anderson is apparently speaking out on line claiming she never tried to run because he threatened to kill her. somebody identifying herself as hannah anderson answering hundreds of questions on the social media site ask f.m. the mother of one of the teens' friends says it's hannah

your son was killed from a mix of xanax and morphine, very, very tough drugs and you don't blame theson who gave him the drugs or sold him the drugs? you don't think that person has any culpability at all? >> i don't forgive him for allowing him to purchase the drugs from him, i blame him for allowing him for leaving my son alone in the state he was in. >> this guy was selling poison. >> he called the drug dealer. >> okay. and your son is responsible for his actions as well, in my opinion, and your son paid a price, he's dead. but you're giving the guy who made the drug accessible not only your son, but to other people as well, a total pass. why would you do that? >> mr. o'reilly, we have been doing this for 40 years. we have been doing this for 40 years. it doesn't work. >> it works. the tough mandatory dropped cocaine use 71%. >> i think some of your numbers are skewed. >> these are numbers that come from the white house. go ahead. >> what i would like to focus on, mr. o'reilly is prevention now and decent education in the beginning. we have a bill in the assembly right now that hr

the blizzard of bullets and steel into which ty ran not once methodone and xanax.no evidence of suicide, but either way friends felt it was as a result of his time in horror. >> he won't be the last victim. >> to any of our troops or veterans who are watching and struggling, look at this man, look at this soldier, look at this warrior, he's as tough as they come. if he can find the courage and the strength to not only seek help but also to speak out about it, to take care of himself and to stay strong, then so can you. >> jake tapper, cnn, washington. >> thanks so much for joining us. piers morgan is next. > welcome to our viewers around the united states and the world. >>> aurora, this builds up over time. sandy hook. if i had it, things would be much worse. joshua cook says he has the

not even a year after the attack, he overdosed on methodone and xanax.dence of suicide, but either way friends felt it was as a result of his time in horror. >> he won't be the last victim. >> to any of our troops or veterans who are watching and struggling, look at this man, look at this soldier, look at this warrior, he's as tough as they come. if he can find the courage and the strength to not only seek help but also to speak out about it, to take care of himself and to stay strong, then so can you. >> jake tapper, cnn, washington. >> thanks so much for joining us. piers morgan is next. just by talking to a helmet. it grabbed the patient's record before we even picked him up. it found out the doctor we needed was at st. anne's. wiggle your toes. [ driver ] and it got his okay on treatment from miles away. it even pulled strings with the stoplights. my ambulance talks with smoke alarms and pilots and stadiums. but, of course, it's a good listener too. [ female announcer ] today cisco is connecting the internet of everything. so everything works like ne

if you produce coca reeves better than xanax, that is illegal. it is not about recreational use, they reviewed some of these crops. your children will become a drug addict. and many of them are capable of producing medicine or everyday products that are simply not able to -- not because of the agenda necessarily. there is one way to of the explain the drug thing and secondly in the united states which is a different story, my argument is once you produce a dispensation where masses of people are not employed meaningfully, then we get bill clinton, bill clinton was the ideal manager of the american compact so you then say no social -- social welfare. and find a job. and less and less jobs at that level would be provided and you create a crime bill so you manipulate cities, throw people in prison, your population is not the gated communities so in a sense in america prison expansion is a logical extension of neoliberalism. is not a contradiction which you can't make a moral claim that prisons are terrible, they end. prisons are structural necessity

not even a year after the attack, he overdosed on methodone and xanax.no evidence of suicide, but friends felt it was as a result of his time in horror. >> he won't be the last victim. >> to any of our troops who are watching and struggling, look at this man, look at this soldier, look at this warrior, he's as tough as they come. if he can find the courage and strength to not only seek help but also to speak out about it, to take care of himself and stay strong, then so can you. >> jake tapper, cnn, washington. >> thanks so much for joining us. "ac 360" starts right now. >>> jessica, thanks, good evening, everyone. breaking news, american war ships able to strike at a moment's notice, and president obama vowed to make a big decision. the latest from washington tonight we're also live in damascus. also tonight, why is this woman avoiding our cameras, you might too if your charity were raising millions as hers is for children with cancer and other deadly illnesses, spending 97% of it on everything but those children. tonight a whistle-blower explains how t

i had to do a lot of preplank-- obviously she was on a cocktail of xanax and alcohol. when she was on it and when she was off it. and a lot of that charting for me comes in your costumes and wardrobe fittings because you have to work out-- it sounds very shallow-- where you're wearing what where and that sort of anchors thee mee. >> rose: i think olivier said until he put on the costume, he didn't really know the character. >> yeah, you get to-- because often in the hair and makeup test, the camera test. no one is looking at you. they're looking at the way the light is playing on your face. you can try things out and experiment. maybe it's coming from the theater. it's just that thing of having to make the space, whether it's when you're doing the blocking rehearsal or in the camera test or wardrobe fitting, just to rehearse, to play. >> rose: the more you know, the easier it gets, or the more you know, the more than difficult it gets? >> i think the more you know the more difficult it gets. and i think once you've arrived at a certain place, or a perceived to have arr

i've always felt this way -- >> if you make a pb & j with xanax, that relaxes you too. >> that's called the breakfast of champions actually. crunchy peanut butter. >> i actually disguise it in the crunchy peanut butter. ed rendell, we shouldn't begrudge our leaders vacations, should we? is the president making a mistake going to martha's vineyard? should he have poll tested this and gone to, like, alabama instead? >> you're right, presidents are entitled to vacations. there are never real vacations. the work goes on. it's unbelievable how much work. even as governor of pennsylvania, i never had a day on vacation where i didn't have some contact with the office, have to make some decisions. and, third, forget all about polling your vacation. we have become a nation of polls. just do what you want. no one's going to vote for you because you went to martha vineyard or wyoming. give the voters a little respect for their intelligence. >> exactly, gene. again, i think the president would have been much better served going to nantucket than martha's vineyard. we can have that

anxiety drugs, those can be patented in the north but if you produce these leaves probably better than xanax, that is illegal. so the issue of drugs they have reduced some of these crops to a nightmare scenario to become a drug addict. actually many of them are capable of producing madison or everyday products that are simply not able to enter the markets, not because of the agenda necessarily the there is a global -- that is one way to understand the drug thing. second come in the united states it is a different story where, you know, my argument is once you produce a dispensation where the masses of people aren't going to be deployed meaningfully, then you get bill clinton because bill clinton was the ideal manager of the transformation of the american contact. so do then say no social welfare. you have to go out and find a job. okay, we give you some training. at the same time there are less and less of jobs at that level that are going to be provided and then you militarize the city's and the presence of the salles flash population isn't attracted to the gated community. so in the sense,

over the jersey numbers, adderall, xanax, and vicoden.off the shelves faster than you can say, it's just what the doctor ordered. these are selling out? >> blowing up. >> reporter: now, blowing up is a fierce online backlash. leading the charge, actress kristen johnson. the former "3rd rock from the sun" alien and "sex in the city" party girl -- >> no one's fun anymore. >> reporter: is bashing the shirts and the store selling them, tweeting, millions are dying. and you want to make money off it? shame on you. johnston told robin roberts last year about her years struggling with addiction to pills and alcohol. >> there's so much secrecy. and i think it keeps people sick. i really do. i think -- i think if you need to tell someone, you should. >> reporter: in a statement to abc news, the shirt's designer, brian lichtenberg, defends the shirts, calling them a parody of pop culture. not everyone sees it that way. in 2010, 43% of all fatal overdoses involved prescription painkillers. >> to be marketing these t-shirts with such disregard and di

not a year after the attack, he overdosed on 'methadone and xanax.either way, friends felt his death was a result of his horror of his time in battle. >> i believe that he was the ninth victim of combat outpost keating and i believe that he won't be the last. >> any of our troops or veterans who are watching and struggling, look at this man. look at this soldier. look at this warrior. he's as tough as they come and if he can find the courage and strength to not only seek help but to speak out and take care of himself and stay strong, then so can you. >> do you think that the pentagon and our society, america, understand what a crisis this is for hundreds of thousands of troops? >> i think the army understands. the problem is that getting help has to start with the soldier. >> jake tapper, cnn, washington. >> a moving story indeed. that's it for me. thanks for watching. "erin burnett outfront" starts right now. >>> "outfront" next. moves closer to war, u.s. officials telling cnn that navy destroyers could execute a mission in syria within hours of the

it runs -- >> you have to take a xanax. >> i guess there is no rest rooms. but i guess it's fast.r oshkosh, you need to go. don't do that. >> keep in mind, you're going under, you're going -- it's all underground. and it's under i guess through tunnels and under the water. >> if you don't like going through the lincoln tunnel, hoda. >> i couldn't do it. >> think about it. it all sounds crazy, but there was a day when nobody believed we would ever fly in the sky or a train that could go across the country or a helicopter, the birdie like that. come on. >> you know, you're right. it sounded very jetsons, and when you look at that. but anything that can get you somewhere very quickly -- part of the pain of traveling is the whole business of you go to the airport. imagine if you could throw your bags in there, hop in the tube and boom. >> unbelievable. never say never. if there is money to be made, somebody will figure out how to do it. >> yes, indeed. okay. so the white house photographer has a little challenge on his hands. >> how old is he? >> the white house photographer? >> is he

the shirt emblazoned with the name xanax, adderall and vicodin under the tag line of "just what the doctoregal action. we were talking about this. i'm not sure what they're going for. >> it's absolutely irresponsible. especially when you think about how many kids are dying because of what is in the prescription -- on the counter, in your bathroom at home. >> crazy. a little too cute about designer drugs. you know what, it's a serious issue. >> it's an important thing. >> and boutiques and people probably should not shop there until they get that out. irresponsible. >>> trending on google -- irresponsible -- leave miley alone. anyway, justin timberlake is speaking up, defending miley after his controversial performance they video music awards. he said, what did you expect? timberlake said in an entinterv, it's not like she did it at the grammys. miley is in hot water for twerking a song call -- wait for it -- twerk, take a listen. ♪ >> i have no idea what that song is saying. >> he was just twerking >> everyone takes advantage of it. >> it's not attractive at all. >>> anyway, trending on to