i mean, you're at university, you become a student activist for yasser arafat's faction, fatah in theat stage. i mean, is angry is the right word? is hatred the right word? rejection and resentment. i'll tell you. with all honesty, the generation that has gone through the nakba has made sure that we do not have rage and hatred, but we had resentment. so i grew up, of course, until i got to 13 years old, 12 years old, and i started becoming much more, uh, in a way aware of the reality of the oppression, of the collective oppression. now by the first intifada, the first real experience came to me when my school went out in protest. it was popular. intifada is popular, non—violent, non—armed resistance by people, by ordinary people, students, uh, women, what have you. so i went out with the school in a march. it was a peaceful march. now, the israeli army that i was watching as a small little child all the way, that vulgar, unwelcome old thing. i saw their action for the first time. right directly. they started shooting at the demo. six were killed instantly. i saw some of them. some of