yo d. k. le dans barry was kill may 15th 2016 she was my friend 22 year old edward james was killed on april 15th 2009 saying he was my brother. 9 to 0 don't want to johnson was killed on september 5th 28 saying it was my brother. losing down months it was a breaking point. for me he was a young person we lost him because my city. i didn't know how to move forward but the young people always zillion they knew he was someone who wanted to make a difference and they didn't let that death one day. in the hour and this one baby. so. he's here with me i guess. yeah. yeah i get it and mentally prepare myself. mentally really prepare myself because in the end like i hear you know there's certain things sit up and wait on them you know that i can hear ma ma you know i can hear him from a window called amused. that to deal with. the memories of i just say still here with me. this happy struggling to get through the day because i can come to sit down that's how small maybe not in physical form. or spiritual you. can always their mom will make you happy make me happy don't wear bad don't move any of. those