i begged him to come from the yuba city california. to visit me he was here three weeks and he was shot will kill ten thirty in the morning walking across the street headed for the door i see a school. he didn't have gang colors on. he didn't even know too much about the game as a matter of fact he said to him when i warned him about where to go and where not to go he said grandma. this is america and. this is. where we're supposed to be free this is where we're supposed to be able to walk down any street we need to use. and the next day he died doing what he thought. was his right. death which is a way to live now. and up and that. she knew him back in a society where mothers are burying their children instead of their children burying their mothers. were were. were . it's ok to cry and have to cry. i had to cry and all i did to to to keep gone. have to cry because if i don't cry and i keep body and go up and me. i may do some you know people say oh you can get over it hell no we can't we just get through it just get through and never