turned 16 years old, i every i went to the factory every day, because i was a child who grew up in zamoskvorechyeeet, past the bakhrushin theater museum, there was my own factory. nowhere, after i finished this evening school with youth work, i was not accepted, moreover, i was given quite serious diagnoses , professional ones, well, for example, i went for a consultation at the shchokinsky school, the person who conducted the consultation is no longer alive, therefore, i will allow myself not to mention his name, especially since this doesn’t matter, he looked, i was imagining something there , reading something, something, they called me to the table and said, boy, you never need to do this, you have no humor and temperament, and after for many years i thought: it’s not good to arrogantly tell what they told you, that’s why, or maybe you really seemed like that, that there was a feeling that you had neither one nor the other, a young man shouldn’t, but tamara fedorovna makarova told me, a seventeen-year-old girl, she said: you have no charm, you don’t need this profession, yes, yes, i’m not shy