why did a zen buddhist and wiccan. why no vou— a zen buddhist and wiccan.novels, which is something i've done a lot something else i've done a lot in my life. um, i found that i was on a search for god. that's what it came down to, and i wasn't brought up a christian. i wasn't brought up a christian. i wasn't religious and wasn't brought up religious and so of being on a so the notion of being on a search for was, uh, a bit search for god was, uh, a bit disturbing to me. was a bit disturbing to me. i was a bit nervous it, actually. nervous about it, actually. i didn't think at all that that that was what i wanted, but it was. and i searched through a lot places, as you say, lot of places, as you say, i went through a lot of, um, spiritual traditions, of spiritual traditions, all of which something offer. which had something to offer. but the christian but coming to the christian faith christ or faith or coming to christ or rather having him rather actually having him come to me, was quite an to me, which was quite an experience. had a, i a, experience. i ha