zibby, i'm so sorry. and i'm sure when you get back there, have an opportunity to get back there, it's going to be a whole 'nother round of reality setting in. but thank you very much for coming on. and our heart is like absolutely breaking for you and your community. thank you so much thank you. thank you. >> yeah, i mean, she is one of thousands of people going through this watching this happen. >> it's not over. >> it's not over. it's still happening. the only bit of good news we heard from cal fire is that the winds have died down. so they can get up into the air. there are so many fires. that doesn't mean that they all get put out. we will be watching this very closely. thank you so much for staying with us. cnn's special coverage of president jimmy carter's funeral begins at the top of the hour. i lay on my back, frozen, thinking the darkest thoughts, and then everything changed, dana said. >> you're still you, and i love you, super man. >> the christopher reeve story, february 2nd on cnn. >> what's