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Previously on Dawson's Creek
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Do you want to talk to
me about the pill bottle
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that I saw in your
bathroom yesterday?
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I started taking
it after Tim died.
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My new doctor is
not going to refill
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my prescription.
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She wants me to try
therapy instead.
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Well, maybe therapy
is not such a bad idea.
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All I'm saying is,
is that I'm open minded.
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My narrow minded
ways are open for discussion.
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This morning, I told
my father that I was gay.
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So you are.
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Dawson.
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What's up?
I came over as soon
as I got your message.
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I'm freaking out.
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Why? What's the problem?
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It's almost midnight.
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Yeah,
it's your birthday.
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In a couple of minutes,
you're gonna be 16.
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Congratulations, man.
This is a major
turning point.
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Yeah. And I'm eternally lost
as a species on this planet.
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Oh, this is
gonna be bad.
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I'm about to be 16 years old
in a matter of minutes,
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and I'm still...me!
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The same whiny,
adolescent,
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big-talking,
little-doing loser
that I was a year ago.
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Come on, Dawson,
that's not true.
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It's absolutely true.
Think about it:
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Every single person
that I know
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is growing up and
moving forward in some way.
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All right? Joey is busy
finding herself.
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You've got this
whole stable, do-gooder
boyfriend thing happening.
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Jen is...
Not necessarily
moving forward,
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but at least
she's moving.
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Even my parents are
starting new lives.
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Me? I'm in the exact same
place I was last year
at this time.
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Uh...uh...
Yeah, but you're
turning 16, Dawson.
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Rejoice, this is a good thing.
You're getting older.
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But there doesn't seem
to be anything ahead of me
but more of the same.
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I'm stagnant.
No wonder Joey dumped me.
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I mean, the only thing
I accomplished last year
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was realizing
my feelings for her,
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and I couldn't
even hold onto her.
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And she dumped me...
For a gay guy.
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Could we please talk
about this whole
gay man-straight woman thing?
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There's gotta be
something going on there
that we're not seeing.
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You're right, Dawson.
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It's all part
of the evil gay plan
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to keep the species
from repopulating.
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I would keep a close eye
on Andie if I were you.
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Come on, Dawson.
You need to stop
looking to the movies
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for answers to all
of life's questions, ok?
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What you need to do...
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Is figure out what it is
that you want
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and make it happen. Ok?
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Be definitive.
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You're right.
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I need--I need ans--
definitive answers.
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Joey is the answer.
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I had her, I lost her,
and now I'm gonna get her back.
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How's that for definitive?
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Mitch?
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Hey. You remember
my tradition
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of cooking Dawson breakfast
on his birthday, right?
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Well, of course.
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I just thought
that--
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Dad.
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You didn't expect me
to forget, did you?
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The usual,
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for our regular customer.
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Thank you.
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I must say,
it's nice to have
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a bit of tradition
this morning.
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Uh, speaking of which,
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I have to talk to your mom
in private for a second.
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It's, uh,
birthday present stuff.
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Highly classified.
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Look, I know we haven't
discussed it
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in light of the events
of the past year,
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but we usually do give
joint birthday presents,
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ohh!
And I had an idea.
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You know, you're a little late
for this, Mitch.
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I've already bought
his present.
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I'm giving Dawson
his first car tonight.
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An explorer.
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Well, that's
a big decision, Gale.
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Well, don't you think
it's one
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we could've made
together?
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...for instance, um,
the bills, which, believe it or
not,
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despite the fact you
don't live here anymore,
keep coming.
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I know...
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That I should
contribute more
financially,
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and I've put
the restaurant plans
on the back burner,
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and I've looked
into substituting
at the high school.
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I will help out more
as soon as I can.
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But still,
a new car?
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That's a pretty
extravagant gift
for a 16 year old.
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Let's go over this
one more time.
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Ok. I invite
Dawson out to dinner
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with Andie and me
tonight,
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we keep him occupied
till about 9:00,
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at which point we make up
some lame-ass excuse
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as to why we have to
call it an early night.
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Then we drive him back
to his place, where...
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I'll have set up
the most fabulous
surprise party ever.
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I hope.
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I'm sure it'll be fantastic--
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A testimonial
to true friendship,
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the party to end all parties.
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From here on out,
the Leery household's
gonna be known
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as the delta house
of Capeside.
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Thanks.
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I don't know
why I'm so nervous.
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I've never organized
a party before.
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Listen, Joey,
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not to pry or anything,
but...
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How are you doin'...
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With the whole Jack thing?
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I mean, now that you've
had some time to process.
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God.
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Everyone keeps asking me that
in these solemn tones,
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like I've just come down
with a terminal disease
or something.
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Pacey, the fact is
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Jack is the one who's
going through something.
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And, yeah, I admit,
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at first it was
obviously a shock,
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but, look, I'm fine.
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Really, it's...
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Hey, Jack!
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You guys serving
lunch yet?
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Yeah. In about,
uh, 10 minutes.
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Hey, here's some, uh,
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some menus you guys
can look over in the meantime.
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Great.
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We're completely
starving.
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Are--are you
that guy?
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What?
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Yeah, the first guy
to ever come out
at Capeside.
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He--he was the one
that wrote the poem.
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In the flesh.
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Oh, my god,
you're the gay guy.
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Tracy, Kelly,
this is Jack McPhee.
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Capeside's no longer
ambiguous resident.
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Oh.
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You know, I think
it's so great
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that you came out
and you're only 16.
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You know, I totally
watched Ellen
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through that whole
tumultuous year,
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and, well, she didn't
even come out till
she was, like, 40.
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Uh, c-can I get you guys
something to drink
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while you're looking
over these menus?
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You know, I just realized
you're the first
gay person I've ever met.
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It is such a waste,
actually,
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because you are
a total babe.
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Uh, yeah,
well, you know,
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I'd take that
as a compliment
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if it wasn't
coming from Satan.
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Jack! You have
got me all wrong.
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I'm not even
one of his helpers.
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Then I should compliment you
on that clever disguise
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you've been wearing
for months.
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We got started off
on the wrong foot.
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True, I may have been
flawed in the past,
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but...sometimes people
can surprise you.
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I mean, you should
know a little bit
about that yourself.
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It sounds like you've had
a lot on your shoulders
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for a 16-year-old girl.
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Yeah.
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Well, um,
after Tim died
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and my mother,
you know...
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Um...it felt like there
needed to be someone
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to be the glue holding
the family together.
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And I guess I was
the likely candidate.
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It's not a big surprise
that you started
to feel overwhelmed.
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Yeah, um...
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I felt like I was
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juggling all these
balls in the air
at once, you know,
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and if I dropped one,
then they'd all come
crashing down,
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and, um, then I'd just
start thinking about
everything all at once,
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and--and I'd get
these panic attacks
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where I'd start feeling
like my heart was racing
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and I couldn't breathe,
and--
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Andie, Andie,
tell me something.
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Forget about saving
everybody else
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and even forget about
your family for a minute.
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What is it
that you want?
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What do you wish for?
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For yourself?
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I wish I could get rid
of all my worries,
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you know, and--and
be one of those people
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who just sails
right through life.
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You know, and they do
what they wanna do,
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what makes them happy,
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and don't care
what other people
think about them.
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Why couldn't you?
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I'm going to give you
a prescription, Andie.
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But not for a drug.
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I prescribe for you
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one night of imperfection.
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Here. You can get
out of here early.
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I'm sure you wanna
get changed
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before going to Dawson's.
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Believe me, it's not
gonna take me long
to get dressed.
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It's not like I have
to get all gussied up
for anybody,
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seeing as though
I've turned Jack off
to women completely.
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Joey, you know
that's not true.
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Yeah, I know.
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It's not true.
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I mean, intellectually,
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I know that it has nothing
to do with me.
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It's...
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Bessie...
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What am I supposed
to do now?
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You paint.
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You concentrate on
your art and yourself.
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You broke up with Dawson
because you wanted to
find yourself,
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then you went straight
into a relationship
with Jack.
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Maybe this is a chance
for you to do what
you set out to do.
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I mean, look, any woman
would be feeling
the way you do right now
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under the circumstances.
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I think
you're handling it
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with an amazing level
of maturity.
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Thanks.
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Joey...
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Hey. I need to talk
to you.
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Sure.
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What's up?
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Well, looks like we
can add arts and crafts
to your list of talents.
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Ha ha.
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I can feel that.
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Feel what?
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You.
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Watching me.
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I mean, you think
you're crafty,
but I know.
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How?
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Well, I can feel
your eyes on me.
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You cannot.
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Sometimes.
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Can't you?
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Uh, nah...
I don't know,
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I-I've never really tried.
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Close your eyes.
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There.
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Can you feel me
looking?
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No. Not yet.
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Now?
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N...nope.
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Mmm.
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I was peeking.
Uh-huh.
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Mmm, ok, whoa. Uh,
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morning, kitchen,
uh, Grams.
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God, it's freezing out.
253
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I just wish
it would snow already.
254
00:11:35,883 --> 00:11:38,135
I know.
Ohh.
255
00:11:38,135 --> 00:11:40,512
Hey, remember
what we always did
when we were kids?
256
00:11:40,512 --> 00:11:42,473
Make a wish on
the first snowfall?
257
00:11:42,473 --> 00:11:43,724
Uh-huh.
258
00:11:43,724 --> 00:11:45,434
Heh.
It always came true.
259
00:11:45,434 --> 00:11:47,185
2.
260
00:11:47,185 --> 00:11:49,354
Well, except for
the time I wished
for the horse,
261
00:11:49,354 --> 00:11:50,815
a million dollars,
and a trampoline
262
00:11:50,815 --> 00:11:52,023
all in
the same year.
263
00:11:52,023 --> 00:11:53,901
I was greedy,
what can I say?
264
00:11:53,901 --> 00:11:55,527
Thank you.
265
00:11:55,527 --> 00:11:56,737
Well, snow is--
266
00:11:56,737 --> 00:11:59,323
it's so...hopeful,
267
00:11:59,323 --> 00:12:00,532
you know?
268
00:12:00,532 --> 00:12:02,743
Yeah.
269
00:12:02,743 --> 00:12:03,932
Hope is good.
270
00:12:05,475 --> 00:12:08,144
So what are you
hoping for?
271
00:12:10,814 --> 00:12:13,733
I'm hoping that
we can get back
to the way we were.
272
00:12:16,486 --> 00:12:18,133
Me, too.
273
00:12:18,133 --> 00:12:19,844
And I've really
been trying
274
00:12:19,844 --> 00:12:21,553
to get our friendship
back on track.
275
00:12:21,553 --> 00:12:23,263
I'm not talking about
just a friendship.
276
00:12:23,263 --> 00:12:25,891
Look, I can't deny
the truth,
277
00:12:25,891 --> 00:12:28,769
which is plainly
and simply I want more.
278
00:12:28,769 --> 00:12:30,187
I want you back.
279
00:12:30,187 --> 00:12:31,396
Dawson--
280
00:12:31,396 --> 00:12:32,439
I--I was--
281
00:12:32,439 --> 00:12:34,608
I was so confused
last night,
282
00:12:34,608 --> 00:12:36,861
and then I finally
realized
283
00:12:36,861 --> 00:12:39,571
that the only thing
that makes sense to me
is you.
284
00:12:39,571 --> 00:12:42,031
And I know that it's
still there between us.
285
00:12:42,031 --> 00:12:44,326
I felt it during
the whole Jack saga,
I feel it right now,
286
00:12:44,326 --> 00:12:45,619
and I know
you feel it, too,
287
00:12:45,619 --> 00:12:47,454
because
we're soul mates.
288
00:12:47,454 --> 00:12:50,708
Joey, you and I
are meant to be.
289
00:12:50,708 --> 00:12:53,794
Period. The end.
Cue happy-ending
music.
290
00:12:53,794 --> 00:12:55,212
No.
291
00:12:55,212 --> 00:12:57,464
Look, Dawson,
292
00:12:57,464 --> 00:12:59,424
do you remember
why we broke up
in the first place?
293
00:12:59,424 --> 00:13:01,468
It wasn't about you
at all,
294
00:13:01,468 --> 00:13:03,220
and it certainly
wasn't about Jack.
295
00:13:03,220 --> 00:13:04,513
It was me.
296
00:13:04,513 --> 00:13:06,390
I had things that
I needed to figure out.
297
00:13:06,390 --> 00:13:08,726
That you were willing
to figure out with
Jack, but not me.
298
00:13:08,726 --> 00:13:10,101
No. Dawson...
299
00:13:10,101 --> 00:13:12,437
We can't talk about this.
You know why--
300
00:13:12,437 --> 00:13:14,314
Joey, if you and I
are not meant to be
together,
301
00:13:14,314 --> 00:13:15,628
then I don't know
anything.
302
00:13:19,298 --> 00:13:21,384
I wouldn't count
on snow today.
303
00:13:35,690 --> 00:13:37,629
I can't believe I’m
throwing a surprise party
304
00:13:37,629 --> 00:13:39,339
for someone who hates me
right now.
305
00:13:39,339 --> 00:13:42,300
Just relax.
I'm sure everything
will work itself out.
306
00:13:42,300 --> 00:13:45,136
I mean, Dawson's out
with Pacey right now,
enjoying his birthday.
307
00:13:45,136 --> 00:13:46,346
By the time
he gets here,
308
00:13:46,346 --> 00:13:48,036
he'll probably be
in a great mood.
309
00:13:53,541 --> 00:13:55,146
I have always wanted
310
00:13:55,146 --> 00:13:57,733
to sit in the back seat
of a cop car.
311
00:13:57,733 --> 00:13:59,150
Hey, I know!
312
00:13:59,150 --> 00:14:02,362
Let's turn on the sirens.
313
00:14:02,362 --> 00:14:04,385
I don't think that's
the best idea,
sweetie.
314
00:14:05,887 --> 00:14:08,911
Whoo-whoo-whoo-whoo!
315
00:14:08,911 --> 00:14:11,038
Book 'em, Danno.
316
00:14:11,038 --> 00:14:12,539
So this is what it's like
317
00:14:12,539 --> 00:14:14,541
when they cart you off
to prison, huh?
318
00:14:14,541 --> 00:14:16,293
Depends. There's more
than one kind of prison.
319
00:14:16,293 --> 00:14:18,045
There are
the state-regulated ones,
320
00:14:18,045 --> 00:14:20,505
then ones
you get trapped in when
your life is going nowhere
321
00:14:20,505 --> 00:14:22,841
and everyone else
seems to be moving forward.
322
00:14:22,841 --> 00:14:24,551
Took a happiness pill
this morning, did we?
323
00:14:24,551 --> 00:14:27,095
No, just a strong dose
of bleak reality.
324
00:14:27,095 --> 00:14:29,598
No offense,
but have you noticed
my only birthday plans
325
00:14:29,598 --> 00:14:32,141
are to play third wheel
to my friend and his girlfriend?
326
00:14:32,141 --> 00:14:33,477
Ok, listen, buddy,
327
00:14:33,477 --> 00:14:35,062
on any other day
of the year,
328
00:14:35,062 --> 00:14:37,146
I'd be more
than happy to talk
to you about this,
329
00:14:37,146 --> 00:14:38,899
but seeing as today
is your birthday,
330
00:14:38,899 --> 00:14:40,901
why don't we try
and concentrate on
the positives?
331
00:14:40,901 --> 00:14:42,027
Hey! Stop the car!
332
00:14:43,361 --> 00:14:45,447
What? What?
What did we hit?
333
00:14:45,447 --> 00:14:48,304
Nothing. Just make a U-turn.
I saw a really cool place
back there.
334
00:14:50,347 --> 00:14:51,703
Ok, uh...
335
00:14:51,703 --> 00:14:52,913
Andie...
336
00:14:52,913 --> 00:14:54,748
Could we please keep
this impulsive streak
337
00:14:54,748 --> 00:14:56,583
that you're trying
to indulge tonight
338
00:14:56,583 --> 00:14:58,585
from killing everybody
in this car? Please, honey?
339
00:14:58,585 --> 00:15:00,420
Uh...doctor's orders.
340
00:15:00,420 --> 00:15:01,505
Remember, Pacey?
341
00:15:01,505 --> 00:15:04,132
You promised I could
cut loose tonight.
342
00:15:04,132 --> 00:15:06,135
Yes, I did,
didn't I?
343
00:15:06,135 --> 00:15:07,761
Mm-hmm.
344
00:15:07,761 --> 00:15:09,742
Ok.
345
00:15:30,847 --> 00:15:32,161
Oh, my god.
346
00:15:32,161 --> 00:15:34,412
I mean, Jack,
you look amazing.
347
00:15:34,412 --> 00:15:37,499
Wow, it's like
the transformation
from John-boy to John-John
348
00:15:37,499 --> 00:15:39,376
was all in a jar
of dippity-doo.
349
00:15:39,376 --> 00:15:41,503
It's no big deal.
I put a little gel in my hair.
350
00:15:41,503 --> 00:15:42,963
That's pretty much
the extent of it.
351
00:15:42,963 --> 00:15:46,133
I guess you get gay,
you get style.
352
00:15:46,133 --> 00:15:49,657
I wish I had nabbed you
one sexual preference
ago.
353
00:16:01,711 --> 00:16:03,232
Hello, Ty.
354
00:16:03,232 --> 00:16:04,359
Excellent.
355
00:16:04,359 --> 00:16:05,694
You're learning.
356
00:16:05,694 --> 00:16:06,737
Uh-huh.
357
00:16:06,737 --> 00:16:08,384
Mmm.
358
00:16:13,973 --> 00:16:15,370
Ok.
359
00:16:15,370 --> 00:16:16,747
Explanation.
360
00:16:16,747 --> 00:16:18,373
What?
361
00:16:18,373 --> 00:16:21,001
Well, first this morning
and then right now,
362
00:16:21,001 --> 00:16:23,461
that's 2 kisses that you've
bailed out on today.
363
00:16:23,461 --> 00:16:27,215
Ok, it's just that
we've been getting
closer, you know?
364
00:16:27,215 --> 00:16:29,218
I know,
it's called dating.
365
00:16:29,218 --> 00:16:32,533
I realize that,
but when does it stop?
366
00:16:34,326 --> 00:16:35,766
You're kidding, right?
367
00:16:35,766 --> 00:16:38,998
Jen, uh, you...
368
00:16:41,417 --> 00:16:42,981
You turn me on.
369
00:16:42,981 --> 00:16:47,111
And the closer we get,
the more you turn me on.
370
00:16:47,111 --> 00:16:48,820
Is that such a bad thing?
371
00:16:48,820 --> 00:16:50,572
A-All I'm saying is
372
00:16:50,572 --> 00:16:53,283
is that it's possible
that things could get
out of hand.
373
00:16:53,283 --> 00:16:55,598
Really?
374
00:16:57,433 --> 00:16:58,872
How out of hand?
375
00:16:58,872 --> 00:17:00,040
Look, I'm serious.
376
00:17:00,040 --> 00:17:01,541
We've barely made out,
377
00:17:01,541 --> 00:17:04,065
and you're already
worried about things
going out of hand.
378
00:17:05,649 --> 00:17:07,422
It's sweet.
379
00:17:07,422 --> 00:17:10,801
In a very 1956
sort of way.
380
00:17:10,801 --> 00:17:12,219
Oh, yeah?
381
00:17:12,219 --> 00:17:14,992
Well, how 1956
is this?
382
00:17:25,836 --> 00:17:28,443
Whoa. Who are you,
383
00:17:28,443 --> 00:17:30,445
and what
have you done
with my girlfriend?
384
00:17:30,445 --> 00:17:32,697
She's been here all along.
385
00:17:32,697 --> 00:17:37,326
Just trapped beneath
the bondage of gap clothing
and a good-girl complex.
386
00:17:37,326 --> 00:17:40,622
Why,
the good-girl complex
was part of your charm.
387
00:17:40,622 --> 00:17:42,624
Part of my charm.
388
00:17:42,624 --> 00:17:44,042
Not all of it.
389
00:17:44,042 --> 00:17:46,086
Remember, we're having fun.
390
00:17:46,086 --> 00:17:49,589
Besides, Marlie said I have
to learn to let my ID out
391
00:17:49,589 --> 00:17:52,759
to breathe some fresh air
for an evening.
392
00:17:52,759 --> 00:17:55,637
What exactly are you letting
out for an evening?
393
00:17:55,637 --> 00:17:58,723
It's what Freud
calls your ID.
394
00:17:58,723 --> 00:18:02,477
It's the part of you
that holds your purest
impulses and desires.
395
00:18:02,477 --> 00:18:05,480
And it doesn't judge or
care what anyone thinks,
396
00:18:05,480 --> 00:18:07,607
it just...
Wants what it wants.
397
00:18:07,607 --> 00:18:09,484
And what do you
think it wants?
398
00:18:09,484 --> 00:18:12,863
Well, it's about
letting go of all
your preconceived notions
399
00:18:12,863 --> 00:18:15,490
of how you're
supposed to talk
400
00:18:15,490 --> 00:18:17,868
or how you're supposed
to behave and...
401
00:18:17,868 --> 00:18:20,204
Just letting loose
for once.
402
00:18:20,204 --> 00:18:23,123
I could certainly
learn something
about letting loose.
403
00:18:23,123 --> 00:18:26,210
Look at me, I'm sitting
in a bar, I'm drinking
a straight coke.
404
00:18:26,210 --> 00:18:29,546
Well, we could do it
together, if you want.
405
00:18:29,546 --> 00:18:33,154
I mean, it might be good
for both of us to get
a little wild tonight.
406
00:18:34,613 --> 00:18:36,720
Just try not
to get too wild
407
00:18:36,720 --> 00:18:38,117
while I'm away
at the washroom, ok?
408
00:18:39,785 --> 00:18:41,474
Can I get you guys
anything else?
409
00:18:41,474 --> 00:18:43,185
Uh, yeah.
410
00:18:43,185 --> 00:18:44,936
I'll have another coke,
411
00:18:44,936 --> 00:18:46,938
and could you tell
the bartender
412
00:18:46,938 --> 00:18:50,150
to put a little more rum
in it this time?
413
00:18:50,150 --> 00:18:52,986
Yeah, me, too. I can barely
even taste the rum in mine.
414
00:18:52,986 --> 00:18:54,946
Oh, sorry about that.
415
00:18:54,946 --> 00:18:57,448
I'll have him double
the shots in the next round
to make up for it.
416
00:18:57,448 --> 00:18:58,575
Thank you.
417
00:18:58,575 --> 00:18:59,743
Yaagh!
418
00:18:59,743 --> 00:19:00,994
Have you ever drank
before?
419
00:19:00,994 --> 00:19:03,142
Never.
Me, neither!
420
00:19:08,522 --> 00:19:11,504
So, how does it feel
to be the one
421
00:19:11,504 --> 00:19:13,548
who set this little
Hamlet on its ears?
422
00:19:13,548 --> 00:19:15,342
Why do you keep
talking to me?
423
00:19:15,342 --> 00:19:17,468
I don't like you, Abby.
424
00:19:17,468 --> 00:19:19,721
Well, that's 'cause
no one likes me.
425
00:19:19,721 --> 00:19:22,140
I'm an outcast.
Welcome to the club.
426
00:19:22,140 --> 00:19:23,558
Heh.
427
00:19:23,558 --> 00:19:26,728
This whole thing
is just so ridiculous.
428
00:19:26,728 --> 00:19:29,940
There's no such thing
as gay, anyway.
429
00:19:29,940 --> 00:19:32,483
Just this weird label
people came up with
430
00:19:32,483 --> 00:19:34,194
to persecute
the normal inclination
431
00:19:34,194 --> 00:19:35,549
to go both ways.
432
00:19:37,218 --> 00:19:38,656
What do you--
what you mean?
433
00:19:38,656 --> 00:19:41,868
Well, we're all bisexual,
don't you think?
434
00:19:41,868 --> 00:19:44,871
We're all just
sexual animals
under God.
435
00:19:44,871 --> 00:19:47,665
This puritanical society
would make you think
436
00:19:47,665 --> 00:19:50,585
our natural impulses are
something to be ashamed of.
437
00:19:50,585 --> 00:19:53,004
When it's really
those kinds of attitudes
438
00:19:53,004 --> 00:19:54,464
that are the embarrassment.
439
00:19:54,464 --> 00:19:56,070
Don't you think?
440
00:19:57,487 --> 00:20:00,262
♪ Chicks were born
to give you fever ♪
441
00:20:00,262 --> 00:20:04,057
♪ be it Fahrenheit
or centigrade ♪
442
00:20:04,057 --> 00:20:07,518
♪ they give you fever
when you kiss them ♪
443
00:20:07,518 --> 00:20:10,105
♪ fever if you
live and learn... ♪
444
00:20:10,105 --> 00:20:11,231
How you guys doing?
445
00:20:11,231 --> 00:20:12,816
I think we're ready
for another round.
446
00:20:12,816 --> 00:20:14,067
Sounds good to me.
447
00:20:14,067 --> 00:20:16,069
2 more coming up.
448
00:20:16,069 --> 00:20:18,071
How many cokes are you guys
gonna swill tonight?
449
00:20:18,071 --> 00:20:20,761
♪ What a lovely way
to burn ♪
450
00:20:26,058 --> 00:20:28,498
Well, all right.
As you can probably tell,
451
00:20:28,498 --> 00:20:30,041
it's open Mike night
tonight.
452
00:20:30,041 --> 00:20:32,252
So who wants to come up here
and sing the blues for us?
453
00:20:32,252 --> 00:20:34,254
I know a little something
about the blues.
454
00:20:34,254 --> 00:20:36,089
All right. Come on,
then, let's go.
455
00:20:36,089 --> 00:20:38,342
I don't think that's
the best idea,
do you, sweetheart?
456
00:20:38,342 --> 00:20:39,613
Sure, it is.
457
00:20:41,282 --> 00:20:42,637
Oh, boy.
458
00:20:42,637 --> 00:20:43,847
Guys, blues riff.
459
00:20:43,847 --> 00:20:45,244
You got it.
460
00:20:51,708 --> 00:20:53,127
Heh heh.
461
00:20:55,087 --> 00:20:58,320
♪ My name is Dawson Leery ♪
462
00:20:58,320 --> 00:21:00,989
♪ I'm feelin' kinda weary ♪
463
00:21:00,989 --> 00:21:03,950
♪ today is my birthday ♪
464
00:21:03,950 --> 00:21:07,371
♪ y'all look
a little bleary ♪
465
00:21:07,371 --> 00:21:12,917
♪ the girl that I care for
left me and ran away ♪
466
00:21:12,917 --> 00:21:15,920
♪ straight into the arms ♪
467
00:21:15,920 --> 00:21:18,673
♪ of a guy who turned out
to be gay! ♪
468
00:21:18,673 --> 00:21:22,177
♪ I got the blues ♪
469
00:21:22,177 --> 00:21:23,720
♪ yeah ♪
470
00:21:23,720 --> 00:21:28,037
♪ today I woke up feelin' like
I was born to lose ♪
471
00:21:30,373 --> 00:21:36,400
♪ yeah, I got the blues ♪
472
00:21:36,400 --> 00:21:39,777
♪ some days
you were born to lose ♪
473
00:21:39,777 --> 00:21:42,489
♪ and my friend Andie,
she's gonna sing a song ♪
474
00:21:42,489 --> 00:21:43,844
♪ 'cause she's got
the blues, go ♪
475
00:21:45,637 --> 00:21:48,745
♪ my name is Andie ♪
476
00:21:48,745 --> 00:21:51,831
♪ and my brother's
the one who's gay ♪
477
00:21:51,831 --> 00:21:54,876
♪ my other brother died ♪
478
00:21:54,876 --> 00:21:57,921
♪ and my daddy went away ♪
479
00:21:57,921 --> 00:22:01,091
♪ but I'm still Andie ♪
480
00:22:01,091 --> 00:22:04,594
♪ and my boyfriend
makes me Randy ♪
481
00:22:04,594 --> 00:22:07,597
♪ his name is Pacey ♪
482
00:22:07,597 --> 00:22:10,725
♪ and my mom's gone
completely crazy! ♪
483
00:22:10,725 --> 00:22:12,436
♪ I got the blues ♪
484
00:22:12,436 --> 00:22:14,563
Oh, that's right.
You sing it, sister.
485
00:22:14,563 --> 00:22:20,756
♪ Yeah, sometimes you swear
you were born to lose ♪
486
00:22:22,216 --> 00:22:26,699
♪ oh, we got the blues ♪
487
00:22:26,699 --> 00:22:32,289
♪ now it's time to put on
my dancin' shoes ♪
488
00:22:32,289 --> 00:22:34,228
♪ whoo ♪
489
00:22:35,479 --> 00:22:37,168
♪ whoo ♪
490
00:22:37,168 --> 00:22:38,941
All right.
491
00:22:48,409 --> 00:22:50,098
All right.
492
00:22:50,098 --> 00:22:55,145
♪ I been restless,
hopeless, and confused ♪
493
00:22:55,145 --> 00:22:57,939
♪ this girl that
I told you about ♪
494
00:22:57,939 --> 00:23:01,025
♪ she's been on the move ♪
495
00:23:01,025 --> 00:23:04,404
♪ she's at
my surprise party ♪
496
00:23:04,404 --> 00:23:06,990
♪ where everyone I know
is right now ♪
497
00:23:06,990 --> 00:23:10,577
♪ when I show up
late there ♪
498
00:23:10,577 --> 00:23:12,661
♪ they're all gonna
have a cow! ♪
499
00:23:12,661 --> 00:23:17,501
♪ Yeah, I got the blues ♪
500
00:23:17,501 --> 00:23:21,588
♪ you swear sometime
you were born to lose ♪
501
00:23:21,588 --> 00:23:24,673
♪ ow, no, brother man,
we got the blues ♪
502
00:23:24,673 --> 00:23:25,862
♪ yeah ♪
503
00:23:26,905 --> 00:23:29,220
♪ we got the blues ♪
504
00:23:29,220 --> 00:23:30,721
♪ yeah ♪
505
00:23:30,721 --> 00:23:32,849
♪ sometimes you know ♪
506
00:23:32,849 --> 00:23:36,394
♪ you were born to lose ♪
507
00:23:36,394 --> 00:23:38,375
♪ oh, yeah ♪
508
00:23:44,047 --> 00:23:46,425
Whoo-hoo, Dawson!
509
00:23:50,429 --> 00:23:52,285
What do you say
we end this evening
on a high note
510
00:23:52,285 --> 00:23:54,621
and get off to that
not-so-surprise party?
511
00:23:54,621 --> 00:23:57,541
I think we're having
a dirty, low-down time
right here.
512
00:23:57,541 --> 00:23:59,000
Hear, hear.
513
00:23:59,000 --> 00:24:00,960
What's gotten into
you two tonight?
514
00:24:00,960 --> 00:24:02,629
It's his birthday.
That's right.
515
00:24:02,629 --> 00:24:03,754
So, what do you
wanna do next?
516
00:24:03,754 --> 00:24:05,382
Mmm...
517
00:24:05,382 --> 00:24:08,635
Ahh...you guys have
been drinking.
518
00:24:08,635 --> 00:24:10,136
Excuse me, waitress.
519
00:24:10,136 --> 00:24:11,679
Make this one
a double this time
520
00:24:11,679 --> 00:24:13,681
with just
a splash of coke.
521
00:24:13,681 --> 00:24:15,892
Actually, you know what?
A splash is too much.
522
00:24:15,892 --> 00:24:18,645
How about just a spla?
No "sh" at all.
523
00:24:18,645 --> 00:24:19,979
No "sh." Heh heh.
524
00:24:19,979 --> 00:24:22,106
Before I bring you
anything else,
525
00:24:22,106 --> 00:24:24,401
the bartender asked me
to check your I.D.S.
526
00:24:24,401 --> 00:24:26,570
Check our I.D.S?
527
00:24:26,570 --> 00:24:28,696
Ok, you should've
done that 5 drinks ago,
528
00:24:28,696 --> 00:24:32,033
because you know what?
We are 16 years old.
529
00:24:32,033 --> 00:24:33,784
No, we are.
And you know what?
530
00:24:33,784 --> 00:24:36,204
You, little missy,
have just broken
the law.
531
00:24:36,204 --> 00:24:37,539
You could lose
your job over this.
532
00:24:37,539 --> 00:24:39,040
Not only could you
lose your job,
533
00:24:39,040 --> 00:24:41,501
but you could lose
your liquor license.
You know what?
534
00:24:41,501 --> 00:24:44,045
This is my boyfriend,
and his father
is the town Sheriff.
535
00:24:44,045 --> 00:24:46,506
Dawson, now. Up, up.
Now. Help me out.
536
00:24:46,506 --> 00:24:48,258
Hey, listen,
she's kidding.
It's a joke.
537
00:24:48,258 --> 00:24:49,842
I'm not.
My I.D.'s here.
Wanna see it?
538
00:24:49,842 --> 00:24:51,302
I'll show it to you.
I'll show it.
539
00:24:51,302 --> 00:24:54,535
What are you thinking,
huh? 16 years old.
540
00:24:59,248 --> 00:25:03,607
So, I was out in the garage.
Saw the explorer.
541
00:25:03,607 --> 00:25:05,400
Very beautiful.
542
00:25:05,400 --> 00:25:06,734
Quite a gift.
543
00:25:06,734 --> 00:25:09,237
Of course, I always thought
that Dawson's first car
544
00:25:09,237 --> 00:25:11,656
would be something like I had
when I was a boy, you know,
545
00:25:11,656 --> 00:25:13,908
some old jalopy
or something.
546
00:25:13,908 --> 00:25:16,160
Of course,
it's your decision.
547
00:25:16,160 --> 00:25:20,206
Mmm. Well, it seems that
a lot of things that
came with this marriage
548
00:25:20,206 --> 00:25:21,832
are my decision
these days.
549
00:25:21,832 --> 00:25:25,399
Except, of course,
the decision about
the marriage itself.
550
00:25:45,793 --> 00:25:47,858
Ok, we have to stop.
551
00:25:47,858 --> 00:25:50,048
I can't do this.
552
00:25:54,511 --> 00:25:56,284
I'm sorry, Jen.
553
00:25:56,284 --> 00:25:58,328
You should be.
554
00:25:58,328 --> 00:26:01,623
Well, it's not
entirely my fault.
555
00:26:01,623 --> 00:26:05,960
Oh, really? What role
am I playing in your
personal inner struggle?
556
00:26:05,960 --> 00:26:08,233
Y-Y-You're tempting me.
557
00:26:09,777 --> 00:26:11,424
That's a load of crap.
558
00:26:11,424 --> 00:26:12,467
I'm sorry, Jen.
559
00:26:12,467 --> 00:26:15,762
But as attracted
as I am to you,
560
00:26:15,762 --> 00:26:18,389
I don't believe
in premarital sex.
561
00:26:18,389 --> 00:26:20,558
And no matter what
you say or do
562
00:26:20,558 --> 00:26:22,268
is not gonna convince me
that it's right.
563
00:26:22,268 --> 00:26:24,082
Who said anything
about sex?
564
00:26:26,627 --> 00:26:28,857
Jen, I just mean that
it's perfectly clear
565
00:26:28,857 --> 00:26:30,943
that with your history,
kissing isn't just kissing.
566
00:26:30,943 --> 00:26:32,654
It leads to other things.
567
00:26:32,654 --> 00:26:34,113
My history?
568
00:26:34,113 --> 00:26:36,991
Jen...
569
00:26:36,991 --> 00:26:39,577
We're types of people.
570
00:26:39,577 --> 00:26:41,829
And just as I'm likely to be
found in church on Sunday...
571
00:26:41,829 --> 00:26:43,707
I'm more of
a Saturday night slut.
572
00:26:43,707 --> 00:26:44,915
I didn't say that.
573
00:26:44,915 --> 00:26:47,063
How come I have never
felt more like one?
574
00:26:59,493 --> 00:27:02,517
His own party, and he's
not even here yet.
575
00:27:02,517 --> 00:27:03,810
What a guy.
576
00:27:03,810 --> 00:27:05,603
Do you really
think it's true,
577
00:27:05,603 --> 00:27:08,815
what you said earlier
about everyone having
bisexual inclinations?
578
00:27:08,815 --> 00:27:10,045
Oh, absolutely.
579
00:27:11,588 --> 00:27:13,902
You know, the Joey
and Dawsons of this world
580
00:27:13,902 --> 00:27:15,988
are pretty advanced
for their age in other ways,
581
00:27:15,988 --> 00:27:19,242
but with
all the time they spend
contemplating their navels,
582
00:27:19,242 --> 00:27:21,765
you'd think
they'd be a little more
open to the possibilities.
583
00:27:25,853 --> 00:27:28,668
Yeah. Yeah. You know,
you're right.
584
00:27:28,668 --> 00:27:30,545
There's a whole world
of possibilities in there.
585
00:27:30,545 --> 00:27:33,506
Heh heh. In here, too.
586
00:27:33,506 --> 00:27:35,111
Heh heh heh.
587
00:27:37,573 --> 00:27:40,179
Maybe you're not Satan
after all.
588
00:27:40,179 --> 00:27:45,184
Of course, I don't think
Satan has a bellybutton.
589
00:27:45,184 --> 00:27:48,041
Well, us outcasts
have to learn
to stick together.
590
00:27:55,298 --> 00:27:56,904
Surprise!
591
00:27:56,904 --> 00:27:58,322
Hi.
592
00:27:58,322 --> 00:28:01,492
Happy birthday!
593
00:28:01,492 --> 00:28:03,578
You're late. This party
is a complete disaster.
594
00:28:03,578 --> 00:28:05,162
I know.
Don't get me started.
595
00:28:05,162 --> 00:28:06,414
Are they?
596
00:28:06,414 --> 00:28:08,833
Yes, they are. Rum and cokes.
They got past me.
597
00:28:08,833 --> 00:28:10,167
Ahh...
598
00:28:10,167 --> 00:28:11,795
Whoo-hoo.
599
00:28:11,795 --> 00:28:14,526
Whoo! Heh heh heh!
600
00:28:20,052 --> 00:28:21,554
Whoo-hoo.
601
00:28:21,554 --> 00:28:23,640
Come on. Ok, guys,
come on.
602
00:28:23,640 --> 00:28:24,641
You wanna dance?
603
00:28:24,641 --> 00:28:25,953
What?
604
00:28:28,665 --> 00:28:30,647
Hey, it's my birthday.
I can do whatever I want.
605
00:28:30,647 --> 00:28:33,149
Shh. No, we have to get
you upstairs before
your parents see you.
606
00:28:33,149 --> 00:28:35,610
Come on.
607
00:28:35,610 --> 00:28:37,153
What's up!
I'm gonna
sit you down,
608
00:28:37,153 --> 00:28:38,655
and get some coffee
into your system.
609
00:28:38,655 --> 00:28:40,865
God knows, it probably
won't do much to help,
610
00:28:40,865 --> 00:28:42,826
but it's the only thing
I can think of right now.
611
00:28:42,826 --> 00:28:44,661
I got the blues, Jo.
612
00:28:44,661 --> 00:28:46,704
Do you know anything
about the blues?
613
00:28:46,704 --> 00:28:48,477
More than I care to.
614
00:28:52,898 --> 00:28:54,566
Ha ha ha ha ha!
615
00:28:57,590 --> 00:28:58,842
♪ The guy I was
talkin' about ♪
616
00:29:00,217 --> 00:29:01,803
♪ Who said he was gay ♪
617
00:29:03,053 --> 00:29:04,514
♪ Got a new hairdo ♪
618
00:29:04,514 --> 00:29:06,724
♪ and he decided
to swing both ways ♪
619
00:29:06,724 --> 00:29:07,809
♪ I got the blues... ♪
620
00:29:07,809 --> 00:29:09,059
Joey...
621
00:29:09,059 --> 00:29:11,145
I can't deal
with this, ok?
622
00:29:12,605 --> 00:29:14,607
♪ Yeah, sometimes ♪
623
00:29:14,607 --> 00:29:17,944
♪ you were born to...lose ♪
624
00:29:19,570 --> 00:29:20,550
Joey.
625
00:29:21,593 --> 00:29:22,552
Joey.
626
00:29:23,595 --> 00:29:24,554
Joey!
627
00:29:25,973 --> 00:29:27,745
Not so gay
anymore.
628
00:29:31,561 --> 00:29:33,104
More gay than ever.
629
00:29:37,901 --> 00:29:39,507
Ah, perfect timing,
honey.
630
00:29:39,507 --> 00:29:41,009
I was just
gonna call you
to come down
631
00:29:41,009 --> 00:29:42,468
after I lit
the candles.
632
00:29:42,468 --> 00:29:44,136
Is it time
to make a wish?
633
00:29:44,136 --> 00:29:47,181
Dawson, honey,
have you been drinking?
634
00:29:47,181 --> 00:29:49,266
Time to make
a wish, ok.
635
00:29:49,266 --> 00:29:51,895
Let's make a wish.
636
00:29:51,895 --> 00:29:52,979
A wish.
637
00:29:52,979 --> 00:29:54,647
I wish...
638
00:29:54,647 --> 00:29:57,692
That my mom
never slept with
her co-anchor.
639
00:29:57,692 --> 00:30:00,444
I wish that
my father...
640
00:30:00,444 --> 00:30:02,739
Would stop talking
about getting a job
641
00:30:02,739 --> 00:30:04,949
and actually go out
and get one...heh heh...
642
00:30:04,949 --> 00:30:07,994
And I wish that the
two of you would stop
your petty bickering
643
00:30:07,994 --> 00:30:10,559
and at least pretend
to be the adults
around here.
644
00:30:11,935 --> 00:30:13,374
I wish that
my best friend, Pacey,
645
00:30:13,374 --> 00:30:15,668
would just end
this transformation
646
00:30:15,668 --> 00:30:18,755
into do-gooder, "A" student,
and all-around sanctimonious
teen angel
647
00:30:18,755 --> 00:30:20,464
and just go back
to what he does best,
648
00:30:20,464 --> 00:30:22,216
which is make me
feel good about my life
649
00:30:22,216 --> 00:30:25,469
because his
is supposed to be worse.
650
00:30:25,469 --> 00:30:30,182
And there's Jen Lindley,
with her drunkenness and
her revolving boyfriends
651
00:30:30,182 --> 00:30:33,185
and her wild, wicked ways.
652
00:30:33,185 --> 00:30:36,334
I wanna party with you.
653
00:30:40,505 --> 00:30:42,695
Ah, and there's
Jack McPhee--
654
00:30:42,695 --> 00:30:45,573
Jack McPhee, who likes guys,
but doesn't mind stealing
my girlfriend.
655
00:30:45,573 --> 00:30:47,095
Tonight,
ladies and gentlemen,
656
00:30:47,095 --> 00:30:49,911
starring in his very own
version of In & Out
657
00:30:49,911 --> 00:30:54,498
He's in. He's out!
658
00:30:54,498 --> 00:30:57,543
In. Out. Nice hair,
by the way.
659
00:30:57,543 --> 00:31:00,296
Heh heh heh...
660
00:31:00,296 --> 00:31:03,445
And then, of course,
there's my Joey.
661
00:31:06,489 --> 00:31:10,807
My sweet...
Precious Joey...
662
00:31:10,807 --> 00:31:14,685
The only 16-year-old
in the world who needed
to find herself.
663
00:31:14,685 --> 00:31:15,895
You know--
you know what?
664
00:31:15,895 --> 00:31:19,482
That's--that's ok.
I accept that.
665
00:31:19,482 --> 00:31:23,069
You need to find yourself...
And I accept it.
666
00:31:23,069 --> 00:31:25,488
Right? So, Joey?
667
00:31:25,488 --> 00:31:28,616
J-J-Joey? Wh-where's--
where's my--excuse me.
668
00:31:28,616 --> 00:31:32,078
Joey? Joey?
Joey? Excuse me, Mom.
669
00:31:32,078 --> 00:31:33,433
Joey, are you..?
670
00:31:34,726 --> 00:31:36,457
Joey? Joey?
671
00:31:36,457 --> 00:31:39,043
There she is.
672
00:31:39,043 --> 00:31:41,087
There she is.
It's my Joey.
673
00:31:41,087 --> 00:31:42,484
Joey!
674
00:31:45,152 --> 00:31:47,217
Cut it out, Dawson!
675
00:32:04,881 --> 00:32:08,781
Ohh...ohh...
Oh, god...
676
00:32:08,781 --> 00:32:11,868
Pacey's right.
It's all my fault.
677
00:32:11,868 --> 00:32:16,664
Ohhh...ghaaa...
678
00:32:16,664 --> 00:32:18,770
Or is it
my ID's fault?
679
00:32:20,605 --> 00:32:23,566
ID it my fault?
Ohhh...
680
00:32:24,901 --> 00:32:27,800
I've learned one thing
from my initiation
681
00:32:27,800 --> 00:32:29,739
into the evils of alcohol...
682
00:32:31,407 --> 00:32:32,972
That is
be careful what you eat
683
00:32:32,972 --> 00:32:34,765
because you're gonna
see it again.
684
00:32:34,765 --> 00:32:39,020
Oh, and again...
And again...
685
00:32:39,020 --> 00:32:41,105
And again.
686
00:32:41,105 --> 00:32:44,775
Oh, god...ohhh...
687
00:32:44,775 --> 00:32:49,155
I swear...
I am never
drinking again.
688
00:32:49,155 --> 00:32:52,158
Oh, god,
I am so mortified at
my behavior tonight.
689
00:32:52,158 --> 00:32:55,327
And to think
that your parents
saw me this way.
690
00:32:55,327 --> 00:32:59,749
God...if I survive
this night...
691
00:32:59,749 --> 00:33:03,169
If anybody in my life
ever speaks to me again,
692
00:33:03,169 --> 00:33:07,506
I swear I'll never let
another drop of alcohol
touch my lips.
693
00:33:07,506 --> 00:33:11,510
And if you ever
see me pick up
a drink,
694
00:33:11,510 --> 00:33:14,931
please remind me
of how I'm feeling
right now.
695
00:33:14,931 --> 00:33:16,327
Deal.
696
00:33:41,061 --> 00:33:43,730
Have we
completely screwed up
our son's life?
697
00:33:45,774 --> 00:33:49,360
No. He's 16 years old.
698
00:33:53,240 --> 00:33:56,139
You remember
being 16 years old,
don't you?
699
00:33:56,139 --> 00:33:57,535
All too well.
700
00:34:00,038 --> 00:34:03,604
Well, I'm taking
the explorer back to
the dealer tomorrow.
701
00:34:03,604 --> 00:34:05,606
His behavior tonight
proves to me
702
00:34:05,606 --> 00:34:08,671
he's not ready for
the responsibility
of a new car.
703
00:34:10,966 --> 00:34:13,363
It was, I admit,
possibly not
704
00:34:13,363 --> 00:34:17,201
the soundest decision
I've ever made.
705
00:34:17,201 --> 00:34:22,832
We could, uh...
Go in on some old car
together for him,
706
00:34:22,832 --> 00:34:24,395
if you want.
707
00:34:26,231 --> 00:34:27,774
Sounds like a plan.
708
00:34:29,651 --> 00:34:31,590
Maybe we could cover
the down payment,
709
00:34:31,590 --> 00:34:34,802
and then he could work
to pay off the rest.
710
00:34:34,802 --> 00:34:37,742
You know, maybe learn
something about
the value of money.
711
00:34:39,410 --> 00:34:41,037
And mistakes.
712
00:34:44,916 --> 00:34:47,460
I guess we're all
still learning
about that.
713
00:35:04,269 --> 00:35:05,478
Hey.
714
00:35:07,105 --> 00:35:08,273
Hey.
715
00:35:11,276 --> 00:35:13,090
You know, it's--
716
00:35:13,090 --> 00:35:15,092
It's bad enough
that I organized
717
00:35:15,092 --> 00:35:18,470
the world's worst
surprise party, Jack,
but, um...
718
00:35:18,470 --> 00:35:22,516
Abby?
719
00:35:22,516 --> 00:35:26,666
I mean, after what she
did to your family and
everyone else, I...
720
00:35:29,294 --> 00:35:31,234
I don't know.
I guess I just thought
721
00:35:31,234 --> 00:35:33,569
that if you were gonna
go straight again,
722
00:35:33,569 --> 00:35:36,280
you would've chosen
someone like...
723
00:35:36,280 --> 00:35:38,053
Cindy Crawford
or something.
724
00:35:40,722 --> 00:35:42,953
Everyone's been
telling me...
725
00:35:42,953 --> 00:35:47,291
How ok they are
with me coming out:
726
00:35:47,291 --> 00:35:49,501
You...
727
00:35:49,501 --> 00:35:50,920
Pacey...
728
00:35:50,920 --> 00:35:53,881
That overzealous
guidance counselor.
729
00:35:53,881 --> 00:35:56,008
Sorry for being
so accepting.
730
00:35:56,008 --> 00:35:58,094
Would you rather
everyone just turned
against you?
731
00:35:58,094 --> 00:36:00,387
No. It's just...
732
00:36:00,387 --> 00:36:04,308
It's just that...
She was saying some
things tonight
733
00:36:04,308 --> 00:36:06,998
that made me feel
I was just like
everybody else.
734
00:36:09,709 --> 00:36:13,442
I guess I saw what I
could've become from
this whole thing.
735
00:36:13,442 --> 00:36:15,069
Somebody on
the fringes
like Abby.
736
00:36:15,069 --> 00:36:17,696
So, if we hadn't
walked in...
737
00:36:17,696 --> 00:36:20,428
I still would've
stopped it.
738
00:36:20,428 --> 00:36:23,890
I realized from
the minute that I
started, that I was...
739
00:36:29,896 --> 00:36:32,565
That I am gay.
740
00:36:37,653 --> 00:36:41,053
You know, Jack,
it...
741
00:36:41,053 --> 00:36:46,767
I think everyone feels alone
and wants to be normal,
742
00:36:46,767 --> 00:36:50,250
and I don't think anyone
ever really does.
743
00:36:52,585 --> 00:36:56,568
But...I don't wanna
be singled out...
744
00:36:56,568 --> 00:37:01,073
You know, like I
have some Scarlet "G"
on my chest,
745
00:37:01,073 --> 00:37:04,327
you know? Like
I'm the "Ellen"
of Capeside.
746
00:37:04,327 --> 00:37:06,912
We're all going through
the painful process
of growing up.
747
00:37:06,912 --> 00:37:10,374
You just have
this extra layer
of difficulty.
748
00:37:10,374 --> 00:37:14,607
But...you're incredibly
lucky to have people
who support you.
749
00:37:17,193 --> 00:37:18,945
Just don't lose sight
of that.
750
00:37:23,450 --> 00:37:25,452
Yeah.
751
00:37:28,413 --> 00:37:30,227
I...
752
00:37:30,227 --> 00:37:35,149
I guess the thought
of being gay just...
753
00:37:35,149 --> 00:37:37,172
Seemed like such
a lonely thought.
754
00:37:41,050 --> 00:37:42,760
I just don't wanna
end up alone.
755
00:38:02,864 --> 00:38:05,200
I don't think we should
see each other anymore.
756
00:38:07,702 --> 00:38:10,226
So, you waited on a
freezing cold porch
757
00:38:10,226 --> 00:38:12,978
to tell me what
was perfectly clear
2 hours ago?
758
00:38:12,978 --> 00:38:16,190
I just need
to explain myself.
759
00:38:16,190 --> 00:38:20,528
You know what?
You don't. It's simple.
760
00:38:20,528 --> 00:38:22,530
You have natural,
God-given impulses
761
00:38:22,530 --> 00:38:25,115
that everybody
in your life has told
are wrong to follow.
762
00:38:25,115 --> 00:38:26,992
And so,
instead of growing
your own conscience,
763
00:38:26,992 --> 00:38:28,869
you prefer to drag me
through your grief
764
00:38:28,869 --> 00:38:30,120
and I'm not going
to stand for it.
765
00:38:30,120 --> 00:38:33,749
Jen, Jen, you need
to understand
766
00:38:33,749 --> 00:38:36,710
that all of my life
has been about the church.
767
00:38:36,710 --> 00:38:39,422
The teachings, the beliefs,
they're all I know.
768
00:38:39,422 --> 00:38:41,924
Ok, so let me see if
I have this straight.
769
00:38:41,924 --> 00:38:43,050
You're a Christian,
770
00:38:43,050 --> 00:38:44,885
but you like
to booze it up,
771
00:38:44,885 --> 00:38:46,262
and you like to party.
772
00:38:46,262 --> 00:38:48,472
Right? And you judge
people for being gay.
773
00:38:48,472 --> 00:38:51,308
You go around acting
like heterosexual sex
is the way of the Lord,
774
00:38:51,308 --> 00:38:53,685
but you won't actually
have heterosexual sex.
775
00:38:53,685 --> 00:38:58,357
Look, I--I know
it sounds complicated.
776
00:38:58,357 --> 00:38:59,608
I am struggling
with the fact
777
00:38:59,608 --> 00:39:01,193
that I am a teenage guy
778
00:39:01,193 --> 00:39:03,487
with all of the desires
that go along with that.
779
00:39:03,487 --> 00:39:05,531
Desires that are in
direct opposition
780
00:39:05,531 --> 00:39:08,951
of everything that
I've--I've ever been
taught to believe.
781
00:39:08,951 --> 00:39:12,079
And when I'm with you,
all sense of reason
just flies out of my head.
782
00:39:12,079 --> 00:39:14,957
Because you're so beautiful
783
00:39:14,957 --> 00:39:16,750
and sexy
784
00:39:16,750 --> 00:39:19,482
and I want you so badly.
785
00:39:21,067 --> 00:39:25,551
I am so sorry that I hurt
your feelings tonight.
786
00:39:25,551 --> 00:39:27,261
Please understand
that this is about me,
787
00:39:27,261 --> 00:39:29,325
and it has nothing
to do with you.
788
00:39:31,286 --> 00:39:35,352
Ty, this has everything
to do with me.
789
00:39:35,352 --> 00:39:36,312
I liked you.
790
00:39:36,312 --> 00:39:37,646
I know.
791
00:39:37,646 --> 00:39:38,688
No, you don't.
792
00:39:38,688 --> 00:39:40,566
No, I mean
I really liked you.
793
00:39:40,566 --> 00:39:44,027
And--and despite what
you may think about
my past experience,
794
00:39:44,027 --> 00:39:46,029
when I kissed you
tonight,
795
00:39:46,029 --> 00:39:47,906
that wasn't my desire
for something more.
796
00:39:47,906 --> 00:39:49,283
It was for
something pure.
797
00:39:49,283 --> 00:39:50,909
Something that I haven't
felt in a long time,
798
00:39:50,909 --> 00:39:51,847
but you ruined that.
799
00:39:53,475 --> 00:39:55,205
Maybe--
800
00:39:55,205 --> 00:39:57,833
maybe--maybe some day,
when I deal with my baggage,
801
00:39:57,833 --> 00:39:59,460
then maybe
this can work out.
802
00:39:59,460 --> 00:40:01,003
Anybody who can
make me feel like this
803
00:40:01,003 --> 00:40:02,150
doesn't deserve a maybe.
804
00:40:15,246 --> 00:40:18,270
Hey.
805
00:40:18,270 --> 00:40:20,063
How you doing?
806
00:40:20,063 --> 00:40:22,774
I'll be fine...
807
00:40:22,774 --> 00:40:24,755
Once the room
stops spinning.
808
00:40:27,467 --> 00:40:31,116
I'm sure you'll be
better in the morning.
809
00:40:31,116 --> 00:40:35,954
God, Joey,
whatever I said,
I am so sorry.
810
00:40:35,954 --> 00:40:37,914
Don't worry
about it, Dawson.
811
00:40:37,914 --> 00:40:40,376
Dawson,
I forgive you.
812
00:40:40,376 --> 00:40:41,877
I mean, even you
are allowed to make
813
00:40:41,877 --> 00:40:43,253
a few mistakes
in this world.
814
00:40:43,253 --> 00:40:45,214
And I'm sure that
everybody else
815
00:40:45,214 --> 00:40:47,320
will forgive you
eventually, too.
816
00:40:48,737 --> 00:40:50,969
You pretty much told
the truth, anyway.
817
00:40:50,969 --> 00:40:52,534
Oh, but the way
I did it was--
818
00:41:01,668 --> 00:41:03,336
I'm so lonely.
819
00:41:05,672 --> 00:41:09,467
I'm 16 years old and
I'm so hopelessly lonely.
820
00:41:14,305 --> 00:41:15,890
Is that why
you got drunk?
821
00:41:17,392 --> 00:41:18,851
Yeah.
822
00:41:23,523 --> 00:41:25,421
Jo, why did you
break up with me
823
00:41:25,421 --> 00:41:26,984
and run straight to Jack?
824
00:41:30,779 --> 00:41:32,865
Because he wasn't you.
825
00:41:33,908 --> 00:41:37,307
Look, it was never about
826
00:41:37,307 --> 00:41:40,269
looking for something
better, Dawson.
827
00:41:40,269 --> 00:41:44,314
It was about looking
for someone who...
828
00:41:44,314 --> 00:41:46,942
Wasn't so close to me.
829
00:41:46,942 --> 00:41:49,570
So I could tell where
I ended and he began.
830
00:41:49,570 --> 00:41:52,615
I mean, our lives
have always been
so intertwined
831
00:41:52,615 --> 00:41:54,241
that, in many ways,
832
00:41:54,241 --> 00:41:57,056
I feel
like you partially
invented me, Dawson.
833
00:41:59,684 --> 00:42:01,852
And that scares me
so much.
834
00:42:04,355 --> 00:42:07,963
I need to find out
if I'm capable
835
00:42:07,963 --> 00:42:10,445
of being a whole
person without you.
836
00:42:12,447 --> 00:42:17,034
I need to find out if I
can be a whole person...
837
00:42:19,370 --> 00:42:21,581
Alone.
838
00:42:23,082 --> 00:42:27,566
Do it quickly. Ok?
839
00:42:27,566 --> 00:42:29,756
Because...
840
00:42:31,507 --> 00:42:34,176
God, I love you.
841
00:42:51,902 --> 00:42:54,489
I love you, too, Dawson.