. >> the jie northeastern senate -- >> t.b. josh away died in 2021.ife evelyn is now leading the synagogue church of all nations. the becomes contacted the church with allegations of this report. they did not respond to them but they said previous claims against t.b. josh away have been unfounded. today the church still attracts millions of viewers to its online platforms. >> some people, they are still living in fear for their lives, in fear for the retribution that will come. >> carrara, an american woman in her 30's, a former church insider took part in that bbc investigation. i spoke to her earlier. thanks for joining us and talking to us on bbc news. you became one of t.b. joshua's disciples and lived in his compound for over a decade. can you remember what it was that drew you to the group in the first place? >> well, i was invited by an canes from -- acanes from here in the -- acquaint france here in the u.s. in california and i was drawn tot idea of finding my purpose in life, god's purpose for my life so that's what drew me to go to the churc